Her Humbling in the Hotel Lobby
# What Happens After Vegas? # Part I: Stranded in Vegas ## Chapter 1– Cassandra The lobby was a cathedral of chaos. Crystal chandeliers blazed, slot machines chattered like frenzied birds, and the air was thick with perfume and the ozon
Chapter 1
The lobby was a cathedral of chaos. Crystal chandeliers blazed, slot machines chattered like frenzied birds, and the air was thick with perfume and the ozone tang of desperation. At the center of it all, stranded at the vast marble concierge desk, I, Cassandra, felt my world shrink to a pinprick of pure, undiluted humiliation.
“I’m sorry, miss,” the clerk repeated, her smile as fixed and placid as a mannequin’s. “The reservation under ‘Blake’ was canceled. The two rooms. All deposits were forfeited.”
I gripped the cool marble edge, my knuckles whitening. Behind me, a tide of laughing, shouting, clinking humanity ebbed and flowed. I was an island of utter ruin. Sadie’s text—*omg Morgan u packed for warm weather right??? can’t wait for the villa!*—burned in my mind. Followed by Zoe’s, ten minutes later: *Casey said she told u?? We thought u were coming with us!*
They hadn’t told me. They’d just… assumed. And Sadie, in her efficient, thoughtless way, had canceled our Vegas suites. My flight home wasn’t for a week. A week in a city sold out for a major fight weekend, with a checking account that, while healthy, couldn’t absorb a quadruple-rate last-minute suite at the Apex Grand.
“There has to be something,” I insisted, my voice straining to maintain its usual breezy confidence. It came out thin. Wobbly. “A single? A broom closet? I’ll take anything.”
The clerk’s pitying look was the final dagger. “I am so sorry. We are at absolute capacity.”
A wave of hot, prickling despair climbed my throat. I was twenty-two, impeccably dressed in a cream silk blouse and tailored trousers, my makeup flawless, my hair a cascade of rich brown waves. I looked like I belonged here. I felt like a child about to cry in a train station. The carefully constructed persona—the confident, spontaneous, unflappable Morgan—was cracking, and beneath it was just a scared girl who’d been left behind.
That’s when I heard it. A single syllable, spoken from somewhere behind my right shoulder. A male voice, familiar in its quiet, slightly hesitant cadence.
“Morgan?”
I closed my eyes for a second, wishing the gaudy carpet would swallow me whole. Of course. Of all the people in this teeming city of millions, it had to be *him*.
I turned, plastering on a smile that felt as brittle as glass. “Cameron. Hi.”
Morgan stood a few feet away, a worn leather duffel bag slung over one shoulder. He looked… out of place. Not in a bad way, but in a *specific* way. Like a rare book shelved in the magazine rack. His dark brown hair was a bit tousled, as if he’d been running his hands through it. The glasses—thick-framed, nerdy-chic—magnified his intelligent brown eyes, which were currently taking me in with an expression of mild, curious surprise. He wore a faded t-shirt for a comic character I didn’t know beneath an open flannel shirt, and jeans that hugged solid, muscular thighs. My eyes flickered over him, catching the hint of stubble on his jaw, the left hand clutching the strap of his bag. He had a build that was undeniably strong, a comfortable, substantial solidity that his casual clothes didn’t entirely hide. A dad bod, my mind supplied unhelpfully, before immediately amending it: no, a *fantasy-novel-blacksmith* bod. The kind that could wield a sword all day and then… I cut the thought off, feeling a flush creep up my neck.
“Fancy meeting you here,” I said, aiming for light and hitting somewhere near strained.
“Spring break,” he said, shrugging.
I should have been listening but I blacked out. Looking at his chest and arms, thinking about what his cock probably looked like… ok I was way too stressed here. Morgan was a nerd. Cassandra Ennis does not fuck nerds.
Chapter 2
The Apex Grand smelled like desperation and expensive air freshener. I shouldered my way through the gilded, chaotic lobby, my duffel bag thumping against my hip. My phone buzzed again. I already knew what it said.
Nathan’s text was a masterpiece of pathetic self-recrimination: *Dude. Fever 103. Mom’s threatening hospital. Zero percent chance I’m getting on a plane. I am a plague rat. A failure. Enjoy the room. Spend my blackjack money.*
I sighed, shoving the phone back into my pocket. So, that was that. My Vegas weekend, meticulously planned around watching the fight on the big screens at our pre-booked sports bar, eating cheap buffets, and arguing about fantasy lore with my best friend, had just become a solo mission. I’d already paid for the room. Going home felt like admitting defeat to a universe that clearly didn’t give a shit about my plans. I squared my shoulders and joined the line at the vast marble concierge desk.
That’s when I heard her.
It was a voice I knew, though it had never been directed at me with anything more than polite, distant courtesy. Cassandra. She was two people ahead of me, her posture a study in elegant frustration. The cream silk of her blouse seemed to glow under the chandeliers, and her brown hair cascaded in perfect waves down her back. She looked like she’d been photoshopped into this noisy, vulgar scene.
“…but there has to be *something*,” she was saying to the clerk, her voice strained. It had lost its usual breezy confidence. It was thin. Wobbly. “A single? A broom closet? I’ll take anything.”
The clerk’s reply was professionally sympathetic and utterly final. I watched as Morgan’s knuckles, gripping the marble edge, turned white. A hot wave of secondhand humiliation washed over me. I knew that feeling—the world shrinking to a single point of catastrophic failure. I’d felt it when my car died on the way to a final, when my scholarship application got lost in the system. It was a universal language.
My brain, the part that wrote fantasy battle scenes and intricate political betrayals, kicked into overdrive. I pieced it together from her desperate, half-heard pleas. Her friends. A canceled reservation. Stranded. In Vegas. On a fight weekend.
Cassandra, who I’d watched for an entire semester in American History, who existed in a social stratosphere I observed through a telescope, was now marooned on my planet of logistical nightmares. She was beautiful, popular, wealthy, and currently as accessible as a fallen queen.
A dangerous, stupid idea bloomed in my head. It was the kind of idea my character, the rogue with a heart of gold, would have in a tavern. It was also a logistical nightmare waiting to happen.
She turned from the desk, her face a mask of brittle composure. She was trying so hard not to cry it made my chest ache. Our eyes met. Hers were wide, green, and full of a panic she was desperately trying to hide.
“Cameron. Hi,” she said, the words coated in glass.
“Fancy meeting you here,” she added, aiming for light and missing by a mile.
“Spring break,” I said, shrugging, because what else do you say? My mind was racing. *Offer the couch. Just offer the couch. It’s a human thing to do. No big deal.*
“Everything okay?” I heard myself ask. It was a dumb question. Obviously, nothing was okay.
She let out a short, humorless laugh. “Peachy. My friends accidentally exiled me to a desert island. This lobby.” She gestured vaguely at the slot machines. “I have no room, the city is sold out, and my flight home isn’t for six days.”
The confirmation hit me. The rogue-with-a-heart-of-gold part of my brain won. “I have a room,” I said, the words leaving my mouth before I could weigh the immense stupidity. “It’s… small. Very small. But it has a couch. You can have it. No strings.”
Her eyes, those startling green eyes, widened further. She looked me up and down, a quick, assessing flicker. I knew what she saw: the faded *Martian Manhunter* shirt under my flannel, the glasses, the worn jeans. The nerd. The guy with the “dad bod” (Nathan’s term, which I hated, I am most definitely not a dad). Not a threat. Possibly not even fully human in her social calculus.
“I can’t possibly—” she began, the automatic refusal of someone used to being self-sufficient.
“It’s… Probably uncomfortable,” I barreled on, my own awkwardness making me blunt. “But it’s inside, with a lock, and it’s paid for. I already know my roommate bailed. The space is just… going to waste.”
I saw the war on her face. Pride versus practicality. The terrifying prospect of a week on the streets of Vegas versus the terrifying prospect of a week with Morgan, the Arch Nerd.
“Why would you do that?” she asked, suspicion edging her tone.
I shrugged again. “It’s a couch. It’s not a life debt. Look, I get it. I’m not… your scene. I promise I’ll be quiet. I’ll read. Work on my book. You can pretend I’m a piece of furniture that occasionally orders room service.”
A faint, real smile touched her lips for half a second. It was like the sun coming out. Then it was gone, replaced by grim resignation. She glanced back at the implacable concierge, then at her expensive suitcase. She was out of options.
“Okay,” she said softly, almost to herself. Then, louder, to me: “Okay. Thank you. I… I really appreciate it.”
“Don’t mention it,” I said, hefting my duffel. “The elevator’s this way.”
As I led her through the glittering crowd, my heart hammered against my ribs. I’d just invited a goddess into my hovel. The room was, as advertised, small. The queen bed took up most of the space, with a narrow path between them. The “couch” was a loveseat shoved under the window, currently holding my stack of paperback novels. The only nice thing, as I’d warned Nathan, was the large, shower.
Morgan stepped in, her suitcase wheels silent on the carpet. She didn’t say anything, just took in the modest space, the mundane view of a parking garage, my books. Her expression was unreadable.
“Home sweet home,” I said, trying for a joke. It fell flat.
She turned to me, that mask of composure back in place. “I’ll stay out of your way. I mean it.”
“You don’t have to,” I said, dropping my bag on the bed farthest from the door. “It’s your vacation, too. Such as it is.”
She gave a small, genuine nod. Then she walked over to the loveseat, moved my copy of *The Name of the Wind* aside with careful fingers, and sat down. She looked exhausted, beautiful, and utterly lost.
I wondered, with a sudden, dizzying certainty, what the hell I had just gotten myself into. I was stranded in Vegas with Cassandra. And for the next six days, this tiny, impersonal room was our entire world. The tension in the air wasn’t just awkwardness; it was a live wire, humming with a possibility so absurd I didn’t dare examine it. I busied myself unpacking a single t-shirt, my mind already writing the next scene of a story I had no idea how to control.
Chapter 3
The room was small. Not cozy-small, but budget-conscious-small. A queen bed took up most of the space, with a narrow path leading to a loveseat tucked under the window. It was currently buried under a stack of paperback books with dragons and spaceships on the covers. The only saving grace, as Cameron had awkwardly pointed out, was the large shower visible through the open bathroom door.
“Home sweet home,” he said, his voice dry.
I wheeled my suitcase to a stop just inside the door, the silence stretching. I could feel him watching me take inventory of his life: the worn duffel on the bed, the laptop on the desk, the organized clutter of a nerd. It was so… mundane. So unlike the marble-and-champagne suites I was accustomed to. A hot prickle of shame washed over me. Not for him, but for my own snobbery. He was offering me shelter, and I was mentally critiquing the decor.
“The couch is actually pretty comfortable,” he offered, moving to clear his books. He stacked them carefully on the desk, his left hand gentle with the spines.
“I’ll be fine,” I said, my voice firmer than I felt. “Thank you. Again.”
“Don’t mention it.” He opened the small closet, shoving his few hanging items to one side. “You can have this half. Bathroom’s all yours first. I’ll… I’ll just be out here.”
He was irritatingly respectful. It left me no room to be righteously indignant or defensively cold. He just… accommodated. It was unnerving.
I took my toiletries and a change of clothes into the bathroom, locking the door. The shower was massive, a stark contrast to the cramped room. I stood under the scalding spray, trying to wash away the lingering humiliation of the lobby. My phone buzzed on the vanity. Sadie.
I wrapped myself in a towel and answered, my voice tight. “Hey.”
“Morgan! Oh my goodness, we are *so* sorry!” Her voice was a torrent of contrition. “It was all a giant, stupid miscommunication. Zoe thought I told you, I thought she told you…”
“It’s fine,” I lied, watching the steam curl on the mirror. “I’m sorted.”
“How? The whole strip is sold out!”
“I ran into someone. A friend from school. He had a spare couch.”
The silence on the other end was palpable. “A *he*?” Sadie’s tone shifted from apology to salacious curiosity. “Do tell. Who is he? Is he cute?”
“It’s not like that. It’s Cameron. From history class.”
Another pause. “Cameron… Ennis? The quiet guy who always wears the graphic tees? Morgan, be serious. You’re staying with *him*?”
“He’s being a gentleman.” Even to my own ears, it sounded pathetic.
“Well, if it gets weird, you have an out,” Sadie said, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. “You could always call Grant. His family practically owns a wing of the Bellagio. One phone call from him and you’d have a penthouse suite.”
The name landed in my gut like a stone. Grant Whitmore. Polished, perfect, predictable Grant. The boy with the five-year plan that included me, a specific neighborhood, and a seat on his father’s board. Just hearing his name invoked a feeling of smooth, gilded confinement.
“I am not calling Grant,” I said, my voice sharp.
“Why not? He’d do it in a heartbeat. He’s still obsessed with you.”
“That’s exactly why not, Sadie. It’s a debt. I’m not incurring a debt to Grant Whitmore for a hotel room. I’m fine here.”
We talked for a few more minutes, Zoe joining in with softer apologies, but my mind was elsewhere. When I finally emerged, dressed in soft cotton shorts and a tank top, the room was dim. Cameron was sitting on the far side of the bed, his back against the headboard, laptop glowing on his knees. He’d changed into sweatpants and a thin t-shirt. The glasses were off, and in the low light, his face looked softer, more thoughtful.
He didn’t look up, but he spoke. “Everything okay with your friends?”
“Yeah. Just… dramatic.” I busied myself with unpacking a single nightshirt, acutely aware of his presence. The space felt even smaller now, charged with a strange new intimacy. He’d heard. He’d heard the name Grant, the offer of a penthouse. I could feel the unasked question hanging in the air: *Why are you here, on my crappy loveseat, when you could be in a palace?*
I didn’t have an answer. Not one I understood myself. All I knew was that the thought of calling Grant felt like putting on a too-tight, beautiful dress. The thought of staying here, in this quiet, awkward space with Cameron, felt… curiously free.
“Ok, this is sad. I’m not doing this.” I got up and grabbed stuff out of my bag ran into the bathroom.
I felt his eyes on me as I walked out of the bathroom. They didn’t follow me, but I knew he’d looked. He was still on his side of the bed, glasses back on, pretending to read something on his laptop. The air felt heavier, charged with my own stupid, traitorous thoughts.
“Going somewhere?” he asked, his voice annoyingly level.
I adjusted the thin strap of my beach bag on my shoulder. The tiny black triangles of my bikini top and the high-cut bottoms were barely there, a whisper of expensive fabric against my skin. I’d chosen it for moments like this. “The pool.”
He glanced up. His gaze did a quick, professional sweep from my face down to my sandals and back. It was so clinical. No hitch in his breath, no widening of those intelligent brown eyes behind the glasses. Nothing. Just a polite, observational nod. It was infuriating.
*Maybe he’s gay,* I thought, a desperate, petty consolation. *This suit is fucking lethal. It has to be.*
“To swim?” he asked, the ghost of a smile on his lips. Was he mocking me?
I let out a short, sharp laugh. “Sure, Cameron. To swim.”
*To get fucked,* I hoped. To find some gorgeous, anonymous guy with a suite and an appetite who’d make me forget this entire humiliating day. Who’d make me forget I was even sharing a room with a nerd who looked at me like I was a mildly interesting spreadsheet.
I didn’t wait for another word. I slipped out the door, the click of the latch sounding final.
The pool deck at the Apex Grand was a different kind of circus. Bass-heavy music pulsed through hidden speakers, and the air shimmered with heat and chlorine and expensive sunscreen. Bodies glistened on loungers, tanned and toned and strategically arranged. I found an empty chair at the edge of the action, near the swim-up bar.
I laid out my towel, smoothed the bikini bottom over my hips, and settled in. I let my eyes drift lazily across the scene. A group of finance-bro types were loud at the bar. A few older men with wedding-band tans lingered nearby. My gaze lingered on a guy further down—tall, blond, built like a tennis pro. He was laughing with a friend. Perfect.
I caught his eye and offered a small, inviting smile. He looked. He smiled back. Then he turned and said something to his friend, and they both laughed, their attention sliding right past me to a pair of bottle-service waitresses in tiny sequined outfits.
A cold knot tightened in my stomach. I was just another girl in a bikini in a sea of them. The designer label was invisible. My practiced smile felt plastic. The confident, spontaneous Morgan was a costume I’d left in the room.
I watched the blond guy and his friend get up and follow the waitresses toward a cabana. The dismissal was so casual, so complete. The hot Vegas sun beat down on my skin, but a chill settled deep in my bones. This was my plan? To be picked from a lineup? To be the consolation prize for some guy’s drunken weekend?
The frantic, needy energy that had propelled me down here began to curdle into something else. Shame. And beneath it, a sharper, more frustrating heat. Because the only person whose attention I’d genuinely held today, whose space I was currently invading, was back in that small, quiet room. A guy who looked at me and saw a problem to be solved, not a prize to be won.
Chapter 4
The click of the hotel room door was a punctuation mark, and the silence that followed was thick. I sat on the edge of the bed, the spot still warm from where I’d been sitting before she’d stormed out in that tiny, defiant black bikini. My head was a mess.
Cassandra operated on a plane of existence where guys like me were ambient scenery. The fact that I’d noticed the suit, that my brain had unhelpfully catalogued the exact shade of green in her eyes and the way the silk of her blouse had clung to her curves, was irrelevant. Probably pathetic… Ok, definitely pathetic.
I opened my laptop. The screen glowed in the dim room, a portal to a better, simpler world. The document was titled *THE LAST AEGIS – DRAFT 4*. Two hundred thousand words of my life, a sprawling epic about a fallen knight and a scholar-queen navigating a war of forgotten gods. No one at school knew about it. Nathan had a vague idea I “wrote stuff,” but he thought it was fanfiction. This was the real thing. The only thing that made sense.
My fingers hovered over the keys. I tried to slip into the headspace of Kaelen, my knight, as he prepared for a clandestine meeting in the royal archives. But all I could see was Morgan’s face in the lobby, that mask of polished composure cracking to show pure, unvarnished panic. It was the same look my queen, Lyra, had when her court turned on her. A look of terrible, beautiful vulnerability.
I stared at a sentence for ten minutes. *“The scent of ancient parchment and betrayal was thick in the air.”* It felt hollow. Pretentious.
A frustrated sigh escaped me. I slammed the laptop shut. What was I doing? I’d flown to Vegas. I was in a city of sensory overload, of life happening at full volume, and I was hiding in a budget hotel room trying to describe the smell of fictional parchment. I hadn’t come here to do something I could do in my dorm. I’d come, pathetically, to *live* a little.
I pulled on a t-shirt and headed downstairs.
The pool deck was a different universe. Bass thumped through the soles of my shoes, and the air was a cocktail of chlorine, coconut sunscreen, and expensive perfume. I lingered near the entrance, scanning the sea of glistening skin and bright towels.
I found her quickly. She was a focal point, even here. Lounging on a chair near the swim-up bar, the sun turning her skin to gold. And she wasn’t alone. A guy was perched on the foot of her lounger, leaning in. He was the type—tall, blond, with the kind of generic, magazine-cover looks that seemed manufactured for places like this. He was talking, smiling a white, practiced smile. Morgan was smiling back, but it didn’t reach her eyes.
My first instinct was to turn around. This was her world. She’d made it clear she wanted to be in it. My intervention at the desk was a one-time, humanitarian act. This was different.
Then I saw it. His hand, resting on her thigh, just above the knee. Her own hand came down, fingers gently closing around his wrist, lifting it away with a small, polite laugh. She said something, probably a deflection. He chuckled, nodded, and a moment later, his hand was back, a little higher this time.
Her smile tightened. It became a strained line, a performance. She removed his hand again, more firmly. He just grinned, like it was a game, and let his fingers trail back.
Something cold and sharp crystallized in my chest. It wasn’t jealousy. It was a recognition of a specific, ugly dynamic. The guy wasn’t seeing *her*; he was seeing an opportunity, a conquest on a lounge chair. And Morgan, for all her power and polish, was stuck, her usual arsenal of dismissals failing in the face of brazen, smiling persistence.
I didn’t think. My body moved before my brain could formulate a plan, a line, a strategy. I was just walking, navigating the labyrinth of loungers until I was standing beside them.
I put my arm around Morgan’s bare shoulders. Her skin was warm from the sun. I bent down and pressed a light, quick kiss to her temple. “Sorry,” I said, my voice calm, as if we’d had this plan all along. “Took me forever to find you. The line at the ice machine was a nightmare.”
I felt her go utterly still for a heartbeat. Then, she melted into me. She turned her face, resting her cheek against my chest with a familiarity that sent a jolt straight through me. “Babe,” she said, her voice sweet and relieved. “I was starting to think you got lost.” She looked up at the blond guy, her smile now genuine and dismissive. “Thanks for the company, but my boyfriend’s here.”
The guy’s smile faltered. He looked between us, his gaze taking in my graphic tee, my glasses, my arm possessively around this goddess. Confusion, then a flash of irritation, then a shrug of surrender. “No problem,” he muttered, standing up. “Have a good one.” He ambled away, back towards the bar.
The moment he was gone, I removed my arm as if her skin had burned me. I took a full step back, the pool noise rushing back into my ears. “I’m sorry,” I said, the words tumbling out. “I shouldn’t have touched you without asking. I just saw… and I acted without thinking. It won’t happen again.”
I braced for her anger, her embarrassment, a cool dismissal. Instead, she just stared up at me. That strange, unreadable look was back in her green eyes, deeper now. It wasn’t anger. It wasn’t pity. It was pure, focused intensity, like she was seeing a complicated equation she couldn’t quite solve.
“You kissed my temple,” she said quietly, not as an accusation, but as an observation.
“A necessary part of the fiction,” I mumbled, pushing my glasses up my nose, a nervous habit.
She kept staring. The forced smile, the tension from the blond guy—it was all gone, replaced by this unsettling, direct scrutiny. “Right,” she finally said, her voice low. “The fiction.”
Awkwardness descended, heavier than the Vegas heat. I’d definitely made things weird. I’d crossed a line, knight-errant style, and now the queen was looking at me like I was a puzzling, possibly dangerous, new creature in her court.
“I’m gonna…” I gestured vaguely toward the hotel. “I’ll be upstairs.”
She nodded slowly, still watching me. “Okay… Cameron.”
I turned.
“Let’s get some dinner in like an hour?”
I didn’t know what to say so I just gave a goofy thumbs up.
I turned and walked away, feeling her gaze on my back every step of the way. The scene was over, but the story, I realized with a sinking feeling, had just taken a turn I couldn’t begin to outline.
Chapter 5
He was gone. The space he’d occupied beside me felt like a vacuum, the air suddenly cooler. I stared at the spot where the blond guy had been, at the empty lounger next to mine. The music pounded, the sun baked, but I was frozen inside.
*He kissed my temple.*
It wasn’t the kiss. It was the *way*. It was the quiet, matter-of-fact statement. The ice machine. The casual arm around my shoulders, solid and warm, not grabbing, not claiming. Just… shielding. He’d seen the whole pathetic tableau—my strained smile, the creeping hand—and he’d engineered an exit with zero drama. He didn’t make me the damsel. He made me his girlfriend who’d been waiting for her boyfriend to get ice.
No one *notices* like that. Grant would have postured, made a scene to prove a point. Any other guy would have either ignored it or escalated it. Cameron just… solved it. Efficiently. Kindly. And then apologized for touching me.
My skin still tingled where his lips had brushed. It was the most chaste contact imaginable, and it had sent a bolt of pure, electric heat straight to my core. I squeezed my thighs together under the towel, shocked at my own body’s betrayal.
*No. Absolutely not. He’s Cameron. Glasses. Fantasy novels. He gave you a thumbs up.*
I shoved the feeling down, a practiced move. I sat up straighter, adjusted my bikini top, and let my gaze sweep the pool deck again. *Okay, Morgan. Reset. You are here to have fun, preferably in someone’s sheets.*
A guy with a decent build and a tribal tattoo was looking my way from the bar. I gave him the look—head tilt, slight smile, eyes holding for a beat too long. The universal signal. He smiled back, raised his drink. My heart didn’t flutter. My stomach didn’t tighten. It was a transaction waiting to happen, and I felt nothing but a dull sense of obligation.
I watched him push off the bar and start walking toward me. Panic, sharp and sour, rose in my throat. I didn’t want his small talk. I didn’t want to hear what he did for a living. I didn’t want to have to perform delight at his mediocre jokes. I just wanted…
My mind, traitorously, replayed the feeling of Cameron’s chest against my cheek. The smell of clean cotton and something vaguely like sandalwood. The low rumble of his voice in my ear. *The fiction,* he’d called it.
Before Tribal Tattoo could reach me, I stood up, gathered my bag and towel with abrupt efficiency, and walked straight past him without a glance. I heard him stop, confused. I didn’t care.
The elevator ride up was a silent scream. I leaned against the mirrored wall, staring at my reflection—the expertly applied makeup, the expensive bikini, the body I worked hard to maintain. The perfect package. And I was fleeing the pool, utterly uninterested in any of the perfectly acceptable men there, because I was obsessing over the awkward, left-handed nerd in 1408 who wrote about dragons.
*This is insane. You are not attracted to Morgan.*
But I was. The evidence was a throbbing, insistent warmth between my legs that had nothing to do with the Vegas sun.
Chapter 6
The shower water hit my back like a thousand tiny hammers, just shy of too hot. My right hand moved with a steady, practiced rhythm, my eyes squeezed shut. All I could see was her. The deep emerald triangle of fabric cutting across her incredible breasts. The way the water from the pool had beaded on her skin, tracing the dip of her waist, the glorious curve of her ass as she’d walked away. Cassandra, a goddess in a cheap hotel lounge chair, and I was in here, a pathetic nerd with a hard-on, trying to rewrite reality in my head.
My breath came in sharp, ragged huffs against the tile. In my mind, she wasn’t walking away. She was turning, her green eyes locking on mine, that playful, wicked smile on her lips. She’d saunter over, her fingertips trailing through the water on my chest, sliding lower… My grip tightened. The pressure built, a tight, urgent coil low in my gut. I was right there, teetering on the edge. A few more seconds. A few more strokes.
A sharp, impatient knock rattled the bathroom door.
“Cameron? Hurry up in there. I’m all chlorine and I need to shower.”
Morgan’s voice. Real, not imagined. It sliced through the fantasy like a blade. My whole body went rigid, my hand freezing around my cock. A violent, almost painful shudder wracked me as the impending climax was brutally arrested, forced back down. A strangled groan escaped my lips, lost in the spray.
“Yeah,” I called out, my voice unnaturally high and tight. “Two minutes.”
I slumped forward, my forehead resting against the cool, wet tile. My heart was trying to punch its way out of my ribs. The water suddenly felt icy. I was achingly, miserably hard, the need a physical ache. I forced myself to take slow, deep breaths. The image of her was gone, replaced by the awkward reality: she was right outside, waiting, and I was in here, a mess.
Chapter 7
The digital clock on the nightstand glowed 5:45 PM. I was wearing nothing but a thin hotel robe, and a cocktail of chlorine and frustration was drying on my skin. My dinner reservation was at 7. That meant I had exactly one hour and fifteen minutes to transform from a damp, irritated mess into the magnetic, available Cassandra who would absolutely find a better distraction tonight. The first, critical step of this transformation was currently trapped behind a locked door, with the world’s most infuriating shower hog.
“Cameron?” I knocked, the sound sharp against the hollow door. “I really need to get in there.”
The water was still running. A muffled, strained voice called back. “Yeah. Two minutes.”
I leaned my forehead against the cool wood. He’d said that five minutes ago. The steam seeping from under the door smelled like his generic, masculine body wash. It was annoying. Everything about him was annoying right now. His quiet, deliberate pace. His stupid, considerate hesitation. The way he’d looked at me by the pool, like he saw something more than the socialite veneer—it had been a fluke, a moment of weird, performative chivalry. This, the shower monopoly, was the real Cameron. The one standing between me and my mission.
I knocked again, harder. “Seriously. I’m turning into a salt lick out here.”
“Okay, okay! Just… finishing up.”
*Finishing up what?* A novel? A doctoral thesis on water pressure? A long, contemplative wash of every single one of those annoyingly solid muscles? I scoffed at my own brain. No. That was the chlorine talking. Or the pent-up sexual frustration from a day of being looked at by every wrong kind of guy. I wasn’t attracted to Morgan. The very idea was ridiculous. He was an obstacle. A sweet, nerdy, glasses-wearing roadblock on my path to getting properly, mindlessly railed by a charming stranger with no complications and even less conversation.
Before I realized what I was doing I stepped out of the robe and into the shower. The steam was a thick, opaque wall. I blinked, water stinging my eyes, my heart a frantic drum against my ribs. My brain, usually so quick with a cutting remark or a charming deflection, had completely short-circuited. All it could process was the shocking, undeniable reality right in front of me.
Cameron stood frozen, one hand still on the shower knob, the other instinctively moving to cover himself a second too late. Water sluiced over the broad planes of his shoulders, down the defined curve of his chest, past the trail of dark hair that led south… and then my gaze just… stuck.
OH MY FUCKING WORD.
His cock was… it was *thick*. Not just long, but a substantial, heavy-looking weight that curved slightly against his thigh. The kind of thickness that promised a delicious, stretching fullness. The kind that would leave a woman deliciously, satisfyingly sore in the morning. My mouth went dry despite the spray. A visceral, electric jolt shot straight to my core, a pulse of pure, unadulterated want that was so intense it felt like panic.
WHAT… THE… ABSOLUTE… FUCK… DID… I… JUST… DO…
We were both naked. I had just barged into a shower with a near-stranger. With *Cameron*. Cameron Fucking Ennis. The super nerd from my history class. The guy with the fantasy-blacksmith physique and the glasses. This was, by a catastrophic margin, the sluttiest, most brazen thing I had ever done. And I hadn’t even done it on purpose! It was a rage-blind, entitled impulse, and now I was trapped in the consequences, staring at the single most impressive cock I’d ever seen in person.
The cognitive dissonance was paralyzing. My socialite persona, the one that demanded control, shattered. I had to end this. Now. I had to re-establish the hierarchy, put the awkward nerd back in his box, and flee.
“Get out, nerd!” The words burst from me, sharp and brittle, sounding impossibly cunty even to my own ears.
He flinched. The shock in his eyes cleared, replaced by a flash of something hurt, then carefully blank. Without a word, he turned off the water, stepped past me with a careful, wide berth, grabbed a towel from the rack, and was gone. The bathroom door clicked shut softly behind him.
The silence was immediate and deafening, broken only by the drip of the faucet and the hammering of my own heart. I stood there, dripping, the cool air raising goosebumps on my skin. Shame, hot and acidic, flooded me.
“Sorry!” I yelled at the closed door, my voice cracking. “I’m so sorry, Cameron, that was… I didn’t mean…”
“It’s okay.” His voice came through the door, flat and quiet. “Just… take your shower.”
It wasn’t okay. Nothing was okay. I had seen him. He had seen me seeing him. And the image of him, water-slicked and shockingly, magnificently endowed, was now burned onto the back of my eyelids. I fumbled with the shower controls, turning the water back on to a punishing, hot spray, trying to scrub away the chlorine and the confusion. But I couldn’t scrub away the heat pooling low in my belly, or the awkward, heavy silence that now filled the entire hotel room.
Chapter 8
She was the sexiest woman who ever existed. This fucking sucked.
I stood in the room, towel around my waist, water dripping from my hair onto the carpet. My heart was still hammering, but now it was from pure, undiluted humiliation. She’d seen me. All of me. And her reaction—that sharp, brittle “Get out, nerd!”—had been a splash of ice water. She was repulsed. Of course she was. I was just the awkward, glasses-wearing classmate she was temporarily stuck with. The one with the dad bod and the… well, the rest of it.
The bathroom door opened. Steam billowed out first, followed by Cassandra. She was dressed for dinner, and the sight was a physical blow. A little black dress that clung to every devastating curve, the neckline plunging just enough to hint at the soft swell of her breasts. Her hair was a glossy cascade, her makeup perfect, red lips a stark contrast to her pale, flushed skin. She looked like a movie star. She looked like she belonged anywhere but here with me.
Our eyes met for a split second. Hers darted away, wide and slightly panicked. Mine went to the floor.
“Cameron, I…” she started, her voice uncharacteristically small.
“Let’s never speak of it again,” I cut in, my tone flat. The words were a defensive wall, hastily erected. “It was an accident. It’s forgotten.”
“Yes,” she agreed, way too quickly. “Forgotten. Absolutely.”
The next half-hour was a masterclass in excruciating awkwardness. I put on my one decent button-down and a pair of dark jeans, painfully aware of her presence just a few feet away. She fiddered with her earrings, checked her reflection in the darkened TV screen a dozen times. I caught her looking at me a few times—not a passing glance, but a full, assessing stare that lingered on my arms, my back, my hands as I tried to fix my cufflinks. Each time, I braced for the mental mockery I was sure was coming. *Look at him trying. Adorable.*
“Ready?” I finally asked, not meeting her eyes.
“Ready,” she said.
Dinner was at some upscale steakhouse off the Strip, a place with dim lighting and dark wood panels. The silence in the taxi had been thick enough to chew. But here, with menus in hand, something shifted.
“So,” she said, breaking the quiet. “Your laptop. You’re always typing. What’s the deal?”
I took a sip of water, buying time. “Just notes.”
“For what?”
I sighed, giving in. “I’m writing a novel.”
Her green eyes lit up with genuine interest, not pity. “Seriously? What’s it about?”
“It’s… fantasy. Epic stuff. Swords, politics, ancient grudges. You’d hate it.”
“Try me.”
“No.”
“Why not?”
“Because it’s terrible,” I said, a half-truth. “And it’s private.”
She leaned forward, resting her chin on her hand. The candlelight caught the gold in her hair. “I’ll read it eventually.”
“You will not.”
“We’ll see.”
The conversation unfurled from there, slowly, like a scroll. We talked about her friends, Sadie and Zoe—their good intentions, their occasional thoughtlessness. We talked about our boring history professor. She asked about my family. I asked about hers.
“My parents loved Grant,” she admitted, swirling her wine. “Like, *adored* him. He was the perfect son-in-law prospect. Right school, right family, right… everything.”
“Grant sounds like he was genetically engineered in a country club laboratory,” I said without thinking.
She stared at me for a second, then a laugh burst out of her—loud, unguarded, and real. It transformed her face, crinkling the corners of her eyes. It was a sound I’d never heard from her before, not the polished social chuckle, but something warm and surprised. She covered her mouth, trying to stifle it, but couldn’t.
The tension that had been coiled in my shoulders since the shower began to loosen. A weird, warm feeling spread in my chest. I’d made her laugh. Not just smile politely, but actually laugh. And I liked it. I liked it a lot.
She wiped a tear from her eye, her smile lingering. “Wow, that’s exactly what he was like. You have no idea.”
Our food arrived, and the talk continued, easier now. But underneath the ease, a new current was running. Every time she smiled, every time she leaned in to listen, my mind treacherously replayed the moment in the steam-filled bathroom. Not the shame, but the split-second before it—the shock in her eyes, the way her gaze had dropped and stuck. I’d assumed it was disgust. Now, watching her trace the rim of her glass, her eyes soft in the candlelight, I wasn’t so sure.
Chapter 9
“Cameron. No.”
“Morgan, I said no. It’s a terrible idea.”
The hotel employee—Mario, according to his badge—beamed at us, his hands clasped. “It’s the ultimate Vegas experience. For the ultimate couple.”
I watched Cameron’s face. He wasn’t just saying no; he looked physically pained. His jaw was tight, his shoulders hunched forward as if he wanted to fold into himself. The “couple” word had done it. It was the final, humiliating proof that he was just a placeholder to me. A charity case I was tolerating.
The number Mario had just quoted hung in the air between us, a shimmering, impossible figure. It was more than my father’s bonus last year. It was a fantasy.
“Walk with me,” I said, my voice low. I didn’t wait for Mario’s response. I took Cameron’s arm—the solid, warm muscle of his forearm beneath the flannel—and steered him away from the kiosk, deeper into the swirling chaos of the casino floor.
The noise was a blanket: the electronic chirps and dings, the collective murmur of a thousand conversations. We stopped near a bank of silent, glowing slot machines.
“Look at me,” I said.
He did, reluctantly. His brown eyes behind those glasses were guarded, a fortress I’d spent the whole evening unknowingly dismantling.
“I’m not asking you to be my boyfriend,” I said, the words feeling foreign and blunt in my mouth. “I’m asking you to be my partner in crime for a week. A co-conspirator.”
“It’s a couples package, Morgan,” he said, his voice strained. “They’ll expect us to hold hands. To share a bed in the suite. To go to the spa *together*. It’s… it’s performative. It’s a lie.”
“So? We lie.” I took a step closer. The scent of his shampoo—something clean and woodsy—cut through the casino’s cloying perfume. “We lie, and we get a private cabana. We lie, and we get a tasting menu at that restaurant you said was impossible to get into. We lie, and we get to leave this… this perfectly adequate but profoundly depressing room with the couch that smells vaguely of disinfectant.”
A flicker of a smile touched his lips. “You noticed the couch smell.”
“I notice everything about you,” I said, and the truth of it landed like a physical thing between my ribs. I had noticed things. His left-handedness. The way he pushed his glasses up when he was thinking. The specific curve of his bicep when he lifted his wine glass.
He was silent, studying me. The noise of the casino faded to a distant hum.
“Why?” he asked finally. “You could call Grant. He’d be on a plane tonight. He’d play the doting boyfriend perfectly. He’d probably buy the package himself.”
The mention of Grant’s name was like a splash of cold water. It clarified everything. “I don’t want Grant,” I said, and it was the purest truth I’d spoken all week. “I don’t want perfect. I want… this. I want to hear more gossip about dead French kings. I want to see if you actually blush during a couples massage. I want to not be alone. I’m actually having fun here, and Grant is most definitely not fun, he would expect things… things he will not get from me.”
I watched the conflict play out across his face—the pride, the insecurity, the strange, dawning understanding. He was seeing me, the real me, stranded and choosing him, and it was terrifying him as much as it was terrifying me.
“It’s a business arrangement,” I pushed, my tone turning practical, a shield for the vulnerability thrumming beneath my skin. “We split everything fifty-fifty. We set rules. No funny business. I won’t walk in on you in the shower again.”
“No funny business,” he repeated, his voice a low murmur.
“Exactly. Just two friends… collaborating on an experiential asset acquisition.”
He let out a soft breath, almost a laugh. “You’re impossible.”
“I’m resourceful.” I tilted my head up to meet his gaze fully. “So? What’s the verdict, Ennis? Are you in?”
He looked at me for a long moment, his eyes tracing my face as if memorizing a map. Then, slowly, he extended his left hand.
“Partners in crime,” he said.
I slid my hand into his. His grip was warm, firm, his palm slightly rough against mine. A current, sharp and sweet, shot up my arm.
“Partners,” I agreed.
We walked back to Mario, our hands still linked. It felt less like holding hands and more like forging a pact. Cameron’s thumb brushed once, absently, over my knuckle.
“We’ll take it,” I told Mario, my voice ringing with a confidence I almost felt.
As Mario began clapping and explaining the paperwork, I didn’t look at Cameron. I just focused on the feeling of his hand in mine, the solid anchor of it, and the wild, reckless thrill climbing my spine. We were lying to everyone.
The terrifying part was, I was starting to forget why it was a lie at all.
Chapter 10
My left hand was sweating against the strap of my duffel. The walk from the lobby to the elevator, then the endless, silent ride up, had been soundtracked by Morgan’s relentless, cheerful logic.
“It’s not fraud, Cameron, it’s creative resource allocation,” she’d said, her heels clicking a determined rhythm on the marble. “The casino is a soulless corporate entity designed to separate fools from their money. By accepting their promotional offer aimed at couples, we’re merely… redistributing their ill-gotten luxury. It’s practically Robin Hood.”
“We’re not dating,” I’d pointed out, my voice sounding flat even to me.
“We convinced that guy at the pool we were,” she shot back, not missing a beat. “And that was for a noble cause. This is for a king bed, Cameron. A king bed with a view. And a soaking tub. And a complimentary bottle of champagne that is definitely not the kind that gives you a headache.”
“That was different. That was a tactical deflection.” I felt like I was arguing with a charming, beautiful avalanche.
“And this is a strategic acquisition.” She’d ticked the benefits off on her fingers as we walked. “Private cabana. Spa credits. Priority reservations at every restaurant we couldn’t get into. A butler, Cameron. A person whose job it is to ask if we’d like more ice.”
The suite was what broke me. Not the idea of it, but the sheer, absurd opulence of it as described by the beaming concierge. A two-story penthouse. A grand piano. A terrace with a plunge pool overlooking the Strip. It was a fantasy from a movie I’d never be in. And she was offering me a ticket, with only one, impossible condition: pretend to be hers.
We stopped outside our old, non-two-story room. The silence felt heavier here, charged with the decision hanging between us.
“Basic rules,” I said finally, turning to face her. She looked up, her green eyes wide and guileless. I knew that was a lie, too. There was nothing guileless about Cassandra. “One: no deliberately embarrassing each other in public. The performance is unified.”
“Agreed.”
“Two: no lying beyond what’s necessary for the con. We don’t make up elaborate backstories. We’re just… us, but amplified.”
A small, genuine smile touched her lips. “Just us. Amplified. I can work with that.”
“Three,” I said, and this was the big one, the dam I was building against the flood this idea promised. “No assuming any fake affection means anything real. This is a business arrangement. A collaboration.”
Her smile didn’t falter, but something in her eyes sharpened, like she was memorizing the rule to find a way around it later. “Of course. Purely transactional.”
“And four,” I finished, the words feeling like an incantation. “This stays here. When we get on the plane home, it’s over. We go back to being classmates. No lingering looks. No inside jokes. Vegas stays in Vegas.”
For a long moment, she just looked at me. Then she nodded, once, decisively “Absolutely. No follow-up. No complications.”
She extended her hand, her manicured fingers poised for a shake. It was so formal, so absurd given the context. I took it. Her skin was soft, her grip firm and warm. A jolt, simple and electric, passed from her palm to mine.
Then she grinned, a brilliant, wicked thing that lit up her whole face. “Congratulations, boyfriend.”
She released my hand and turned to unlock the door, leaving me standing in the hallway. I let out a breath I didn’t know I was holding. I had just agreed to spend a week in a palace, pretending to be in love with the most dangerously attractive woman I’d ever met, under a set of rules I already knew were made to be broken.
This was, without a doubt, the worst good idea I’d ever had.
We packed in a quiet, efficient duet. I folded my t-shirts and jeans; she meticulously arranged her silks and linens in her suitcase. The conversation continued, lighter now, the deal struck.
Chapter 11
Part II— The Fake Couple
The couples suite was a masterpiece of absurd luxury. It was less a room and more a declaration of war on subtlety. A spiral staircase led to a lofted lounge, and the entire far wall was glass, offering a dizzying view of the Strip just beginning to sparkle with neon. My eyes, however, were glued to the singular, dominant feature in the center of the room: an enormous, pillowy king bed, draped in white linens and topped with a mountain of decorative pillows.
I heard a soft, strangled noise beside me. I turned. Cameron stood frozen, his duffel bag slipping from his shoulder to the floor with a thump. His eyes, wide behind his glasses, were fixed on the bed with the horrified fascination of a man staring down a volcano.
I couldn’t help it. A bubble of laughter burst out of me, bright and uncontained. “What’s the matter? Never seen a bed before?”
He blinked, swallowing. “I’ve seen beds. That’s not a bed. That’s a… territorial claim.”
“Well, claim your territory,” I said, gesturing grandly. “The rules said nothing about separate sleeping arrangements.”
He immediately shook his head, a wry smile finally touching his lips as he recovered his composure. “Oh, no. Absolutely not. The couch is mine. I’ve already mentally christened it.” He pointed to a long, plush sectional that looked more comfortable than my bed at home.
Then he looked past me, toward the en suite bathroom, and he completely lost it. A real, deep laugh rolled out of him, shaking his shoulders. It was a great sound, warm and unselfconscious.
“What?” I asked, grinning at his sudden mirth.
He wiped at his eye, still chuckling. “Nothing. It’s just… the shower. It’s very you.”
I frowned, turning to look.
The bathroom was all black marble and gold fixtures. It was an open concept basically everything but the actual toilet was visible from the bed. And there, standing in the center like a modern art installation, was the shower. It was a perfectly clear, cylindrical tube of glass. No foggy panels. No curtain. Nothing. It was a display case.
My mouth fell open. “You have got to be kidding me.”
“See?” he said, laughter still in his voice. “Designed for maximum visibility. No surprises. Utterly transparent. It’s your aesthetic.”
I swatted at his arm, but I was laughing too. “Shut up.”
The itinerary for our “Ultimate Couples Experience” was waiting on the table. The first item: “Connection Quest: A Game for Two,” scheduled in a private lounge in an hour.
“This is going to be a disaster,” Cameron muttered, reading the description. “We’re going to be exposed as frauds in under ten minutes.”
“We’ll be fine,” I said, with more confidence than I felt. “We’re quick studies.”
The lounge was intimate and softly lit, hosted by a relentlessly cheerful woman named Dawn who believed love was a scavenger hunt. The game was simple: she asked questions about your partner, you wrote down the answer you thought they’d give, and points were awarded for matches.
“First question,” Dawn chirped. “What is your partner’s favorite comfort food?”
I scribbled *pizza* without a second thought. Generic, but safe.
Cameron wrote carefully, his left hand curving around his paper.
We revealed our answers.
Mine: *Pizza*.
His: *Her grandmother’s chicken and dumplings, but she’ll only admit it after a really bad day.*
I stared. A strange heat prickled behind my sternum. We’d had one conversation about family, weeks ago, in the cafeteria. I’d mentioned my grandmother’s cooking once.
“Point to the couple!” Dawn sang.
The questions kept coming.
Dream vacation? I wrote *Bora Bora*. He wrote *A research trip to the archives of Alexandria, Egypt, because the name amuses her.*
Biggest pet peeve? I put *slow walkers*. He wrote *People who are cruel to service staff.*
Most prized possession? I guessed *her pearl necklace*. He wrote *A first-edition copy of ‘The Great Gatsby’ her father gave her when she got into college.*
He was three for three. I was zero for three.
A weird, shaky feeling was taking root in my stomach. It wasn’t just that he was winning. It was that he *knew*. He had been paying attention. Quiet, observant, filing away details I hadn’t even realized I’d shared. The balance of our fake relationship, which I’d assumed I would effortlessly control, was tilting under my feet.
“Final question,” Dawn said, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. “What is one secret your partner has never told anyone?”
The air thickened. This was too far. I panicked, my mind blank. I looked at Cameron. He was already writing, his expression unreadable. What secret did Morgan have? I thought of his quiet demeanor, his sharp wit he rarely showed in class. I wrote the first thing that felt true: *He’s a much better writer than he lets on.*
We revealed the cards.
His answer, in neat script, read: *She pretends not to like philosophy, but she’s read every one of my recommended novels and underlined the passages she disagreed with.*
My breath caught. He’d seen that? On my Kindle, weeks ago?
I held up my card. Dawn clapped. “A match! A beautiful match! You two really *see* each other!”
Cameron’s eyes met mine over the small table. The victory in them was soft, knowing. He didn’t gloat. He just… saw me. And I, for the first time, felt utterly seen. The humiliation melted, replaced by a giddy, terrifying thrill.
Somehow, against all odds, this ridiculous game had become genuinely, electrifyingly fun.
Chapter 12
The first time she touched my arm, it was a technical exercise. We were being led through the opulent, hushed dining room of some restaurant where the name was just a single French word I couldn’t pronounce. Her hand came to rest on my forearm, her fingers light and cool against the sleeve of the stupidly expensive shirt I’d bought just for this. *For the role*, I reminded myself. *It’s required for the cover.*
By the third course, I’d catalogued a dozen touches. A hand on my thigh under the table when the sommelier poured the wine. Her head tilting onto my shoulder during a lull in conversation. Her thumb tracing absent circles on the back of my hand. Each one was a data point: *Convincing. Couple-like. Performative.*
Somewhere between the seared scallops and the chocolate soufflé, the data stream got corrupted. I stopped cross-referencing each touch with the mental rulebook. Her leg brushed mine, and instead of analyzing the angle, I just felt the warmth. Her laugh, bright and close to my ear, stopped being part of the act and started being… just her laugh. The line between the performance and the person sitting beside me, smelling like night-blooming jasmine and expensive champagne, began to dissolve.
It was an older couple at the next table who broke the spell. The woman, elegant with silver hair, leaned over with a smile. “You two are just adorable. How did you meet?”
Morgan didn’t miss a beat. She turned to me, her green eyes luminous in the candlelight, and spun a tale of fate in a dusty lecture hall. “It was American History 402,” she began, her voice taking on a dreamy, romantic lilt. “Professor Carson was droning on about the Louisiana Purchase, and I was utterly lost. Then I heard this voice from two rows back, answering a question with such quiet, absolute certainty. I turned around, and there he was. The light from the window was hitting his glasses just so. I knew right then.”
It was so beautifully, audaciously false, well kinda. We did share the class but she didn’t like me. And it was my turn to contribute. The game was on.
“She’s leaving out the best part,” I said, leaning in, playing along. My left hand found hers on the tablecloth. “She was so flustered by my dazzling intellect that she dropped her entire notebook. Papers went everywhere. When I helped her pick them up, our hands touched, and she just stared. Couldn’t form a sentence for a full minute.”
Morgan squeezed my hand, a warning and a challenge. “He’s exaggerating.”
“Am I?” I pressed, lowering my voice. “I’m pretty sure you whispered, ‘Who is that god among men?’ to your friend Zoe.”
A faint, perfect pink bloomed high on her cheeks. She blushed. A real, unscripted, flustered blush. The sight of it sent a jolt straight through me, short-circuiting the last of my analytical distance. I hadn’t expected that. The blush wasn’t part of the act.
The rest of the night became a delicious, escalating duel. Through the over-the-top acrobatics of the circus show we saw next, through the crowded taxi ride back to the hotel, we kept trying to one-up each other’s fictional details.
“You borrowed my notes just to have an excuse to talk to me,” I murmured into her hair as we walked through the casino floor, her arm linked through mine.
“You *ate* the notes,” she fired back, her voice thick with pretended indignation. “You said you wanted to physically absorb my brilliant insights.”
“You sent me a sonnet. A terrible, misspelled sonnet comparing my biceps to the Pillars of Hercules.”
She snorted a laugh, burying her face against my shoulder. “You loved it. You framed it.”
Back in the cavernous silence of our suite, the game didn’t end. It just changed form. She kicked off her heels and declared she was claiming the first shower in the display-case bathroom. “Try not to watch,” she called over her shoulder, a taunt in her voice.
“I’m a historian,” I called back, settling onto my couch territory. “I observe. It’s what I do.”
The water turned on. Through the perfectly clear glass, I saw the blur of her shape, the cascade of water. I looked away, my heart hammering a rhythm that had nothing to do with rules or requirements. The line was gone. We weren’t trying to break each other’s character anymore.
We were just trying to see what would happen next.
Chapter 13
Sunlight poured into the suite, painting everything gold. I watched Cameron across the marble island, methodically assembling coffee. His fingers, long and capable, handled the delicate china with a focus that made my stomach flutter. It was the morning of the day excursion. We were scheduled for a private off-road tour through Red Rock Canyon, complete with a picnic lunch. It was the kind of adventurous, romantic thing I’d have rolled my eyes at a week ago. Now, the thought of being trapped in a Jeep with him all day sent a thrill through me that felt dangerously real.
The confidence he’d shown at the pool wasn’t a fluke. It kept resurfacing, in quiet, surprising ways. Like how he’d negotiated our itinerary at the concierge desk this morning, his voice calm and firm, not a trace of the hesitant mumble I associated with him in class. He’d turned to me afterward, a sly smile playing on his lips. “All set. Try not to get us lost in the desert, Evans.”
We’d argued playfully about who was the better navigator all the way down to the valet. Now, speeding out of the city in the open-top Wrangler, the dry, clean air whipping my hair, the silence felt different. It wasn’t the tense quiet of our first night, or the charged stillness of our game. It was… comfortable. Expansive.
“So,” he said, raising his voice over the wind, his eyes on the ribbon of road ahead. “American History 402. The real story. You hated it.”
I laughed, leaning my head back against the seat. “I didn’t *hate* it. I just found the economic policies of the Gilded Age to be a profoundly ineffective sedative.”
“You slept through three of my favorite lectures.”
“You noticed?”
He glanced at me, his glasses glinting. “I notice a lot of things.”
The simple statement landed with weight. The awkward nerd I’d vaguely known was a shell. Inside was someone observant, dryly funny, and unnervingly solid. I felt a reckless need to poke at that solidity, to see what lay beneath.
The conversation deepened as the city vanished behind us, replaced by towering cliffs of striated red rock. We talked about our families. I told him about my parents’ sprawling, silent house in Connecticut, the curated life they’d mapped out for me. The pressure was a familiar, heavy cloak.
“They still think Grant is ‘the one,’ you know,” I said, the name tasting bitter in the clean desert air. I fiddled with the strap of my tank top. “Like my entire rebellion was just a temporary detour before I came to my senses and returned to the approved path. The right schools, the right clubs, the right… husband. It’s infuriating, having your future treated like a corporate merger.”
Cameron was quiet for a moment, navigating a sharp turn with effortless control. “And what’s the unapproved path?”
“I don’t know yet,” I admitted, the honesty startling me. “That’s the terrifying part. But I’d rather figure it out myself than have it planned for me by a committee that views my happiness as a secondary line item.”
He nodded, as if I’d stated a fundamental law of physics. “Makes sense. My dad’s a union electrician. His plan for me was ‘don’t blow your hands off, get the pension.’ My deviation into novels and ancient battles was… confusing. But he came around. He just wanted me to have a choice.”
The contrast was stark. My parents’ planning felt like a cage. His father’s sounded like a foundation. I looked at his profile, the strong line of his jaw, the way his left hand rested confidently on the gear shift. He’d built himself, piece by piece, without a blueprint.
“Grant probably had a five-year plan for us down to the color of the nursery,” I said, trying to sound dismissive.
Cameron’s mouth quirked. “Let me guess. Subdued taupe. To stimulate early cognitive development and not clash with the imported Italian leather.”
I burst out laughing, the sound swallowed by the vast canyon. “Exactly! Oh my, it was literally taupe!”
He grinned, pleased with himself. “See? Historian. I understand the patterns of empire-building.”
Our guide parked at a breathtaking overlook. We were alone with a billion years of geology and a picnic basket. As we spread out a blanket, the ease between us was a tangible thing. He handed me a bottle of water, his fingers brushing mine. A simple touch. It shouldn’t have sent a bolt of heat straight to my core.
*It’s fake*, I chanted in my head as we sat, shoulders almost touching, looking out at the impossible view. *This is a transactional arrangement. A performance.*
But the man beside me wasn’t performing. He was just being: smart, steady, funny, and increasingly, irresistibly attractive. The desert sun was warm on my skin, but the warmth spreading inside me was his doing. He was starting to make me want him. The realization was a quiet, seismic shift. I wanted his hands, which had looked so capable making coffee, on me. I wanted to know if the confidence in his voice would translate to a touch in the dark.
I knew I shouldn’t. It would complicate everything. It would break every one of our sensible, stupid rules.
As he unpacked a cluster of grapes and offered them to me, his brown eyes holding mine in the clear, high-altitude light, I knew with a sinking, exhilarating certainty that those rules were already ash.
Chapter 14
“No,” I said, the word flat and final as I stared at the pulsing, neon-drenched entrance. “Absolutely not.”
Morgan stood before me, a vision in a shimmering silver dress that seemed to drink the casino’s light and radiate it back tenfold. It clung to every one of her devastating curves. Her smile was pure, predatory delight.
“Oh, come on,” she coaxed, slipping her hand into mine. Her skin was warm, her grip firm. “It’s the ‘Galactica’ nightclub. It’s sci-fi themed! You love sci-fi. Think of it as… immersive field research.”
“My research doesn’t involve strobe lights and overpriced vodka sodas,” I muttered, but I was already letting her pull me toward the velvet rope. The bass thrummed through the pavement, into my bones. This was her world: a cacophony of sound and scent, a marketplace of desperate connection. My idea of a wild night was a new hardcover and a strong cup of tea.
“Just an hour,” she bargained, her green eyes sparkling with challenge. “One dance. For the bit.”
For the bit. Our ongoing performance. The reminder should have steadied me. Instead, it felt like a flimsy excuse for why my heart was hammering against my ribs. She navigated the line with effortless grace, a whispered word to the bouncer, and we were swallowed by the dark, heaving mass of the club.
The next thirty minutes were a special kind of torture. I was a clumsy planet orbiting her supernova. I stood stiffly by a high-top table while she moved with a liquid grace that should be illegal, her body speaking a language I’d never learned. I felt like a child’s toy, over-wound and ready to snap. I nursed a terrible drink, my glasses fogging in the humid air.
Then something shifted. Maybe it was the third time she laughed at my deadpan commentary shouted over the music. Maybe it was the way she took my hand, not to lead, but to pull me into a space where the crowd pressed us close. The analytical part of my brain shut off. The rhythm wasn’t something to understand; it was something to feel. The beat matched the frantic pace of my blood. I stopped trying to dance and just… moved. With her.
Her surprise was a tangible thing. Her eyes widened, then crinkled with genuine pleasure. She leaned in, her lips brushing my ear, her breath hot. “Look at you, Ennis.”
I was. I was looking at her. The way her hair stuck to her damp neck. The sheen on her collarbone. The world narrowed to the space between our bodies, electrified and too small. I was enjoying myself. Actually, viscerally enjoying it. The realization was a shock that only fed the energy coursing through me.
That’s when it happened. A woman in a crimson dress, all confident smiles and gleaming eyes, materialized at my elbow. She tapped my arm. “Hey,” she yelled, leaning in. “You’re a really good dancer!”
Before I could form a polite, awkward reply, Morgan was there. Not in front of me, but *beside* me, her arm sliding possessively around my waist. Her touch was firm, claiming.
“Thanks!” Morgan said, her voice a sweet, sharp blade. “He’s got hidden talents.”
The woman’s smile faltered. She took in Morgan, then me, and the way my hand had instinctively settled on Morgan’s hip. “Oh. Sorry,” she mouthed, melting back into the crowd.
Morgan’s grip on my waist tightened for a fraction of a second before she let go. She turned her face up to mine, and in the flickering light, I saw it—a flash of pure, unvarnished annoyance in her eyes. It was gone in an instant, replaced by a theatrical roll of her eyes.
“Ugh,” she said, leaning close again. “Can’t blame her, I guess. We *are* supposed to look like a couple.” She said it like she was reminding herself. The excuse hung between us, thin and transparent.
We danced more, the incident fueling a new, sharper energy. The music slowed, just for one song. A pop ballad with a throbbing synth beat. We didn’t speak. We just swayed, her body aligned with mine, her head resting just below my chin. I breathed in the scent of her perfume and sweat.
“Picture!” she declared suddenly, pulling back. She flagged down a passing club photographer. “For the archives!”
She turned to me, her smile bright and fixed for the camera. The flash was about to go off. Instead of a pose, she rose on her toes and pressed her lips to my cheek. It wasn’t a peck. It was soft, deliberate. The warmth of her mouth lingered on my skin like a brand.
The flash popped, blinding me.
The light died. The noise of the club rushed back in.
But we didn’t move.
Her lips were still against my cheek. My arm was still around her. We were frozen in the afterimage, in the silent, charged space her kiss had created. Her breath hitched, a tiny, audible catch. I felt it against my skin. Every nerve ending was on fire, screaming for the next move, the logical, inevitable progression from this point.
Neither of us moved away.
Chapter 15
The morning after the club felt like waking up inside a snow globe of my own chaotic making. The memory of his lips against my cheek, the possessive weight of his arm around my waist, and that single, breathy hitch in the dark… it all swirled around me as I stared at the ceiling from my side of the suite. He was still asleep on the couch, one arm thrown over his eyes. He looked infuriatingly peaceful.
The spa day was my idea. A strategic retreat. We needed to cool down, to step back into the safe, performative roles of a couple on a curated luxury experience. It was supposed to be clinical. Relaxing. Neutral.
It was none of those things.
The couples’ suite was a temple of soft light and quieter sounds. We were side by side on adjoining treatment tables, draped in plush white robes. The scent of eucalyptus and lavender hung heavy in the steam-filled air. A silent, efficient woman worked on my back, her hands strong and sure. Another worked on Cameron.
I tried to focus on the kneading pressure, but my awareness was pulled, like iron to a magnet, to the table beside me. I could hear the soft, rhythmic sound of the masseuse’s hands moving over his skin. I could picture it—the solid plane of his shoulders, the muscles of his back I’d felt through his shirt when we danced. My skin prickled with a heat that had nothing to do with the room’s temperature. Every rustle of his robe, every low, appreciative sigh he let out, was a direct current running straight through me. The physical awareness was a live wire, buzzing and undeniable.
After the massage, we were led to a private cabana by the adults-only pool. It was shaded, secluded, stocked with chilled fruit and sparkling water. The tension hadn’t dissipated; it had just exchanged its club-thrum for a desert-sun hum.
I decided to weaponize it. If I couldn’t ignore the electricity, I could at least play with it. Control it.
I stretched out on the plush daybed in my bikini, watching him adjust the umbrella. “You know,” I said, my voice lazy and teasing, “for a guy who looked like he’d never seen a dance floor before, you held your own last night.”
He glanced over, pushing his glasses up his nose. A faint pink tinge colored his cheeks. Bullseye.
“It was the anthropological curiosity,” he said, but he was fighting a smile.
“Mmhmm. And what anthropological conclusion did you draw when that girl in red tried to claim you for further study?” I took a slow sip of water, my eyes locked on his.
The blush deepened. He looked adorably flustered. “I concluded that my… research partner is fiercely territorial.”
I laughed, the sound bright and pleased. This was my element. Making him blush was a delightful, addictive little game. I pushed further, commenting on how the massage seemed to have loosened him up, on how his shoulders looked less tense. Each remark was a feather-light touch, designed to fluster.
He took it all, that shy, slightly overwhelmed smile never leaving his face. Until it did.
I was mid-tease, saying something about how he probably wrote epic sonnets about his massage, when he turned fully to face me. The shyness was gone, replaced by a focused, quiet intensity. He leaned back against the cabana post, his gaze steady behind his glasses.
“You’re very observant today, Cassandra,” he said, my full name rolling off his tongue with a new, weighted precision. “Noticing my shoulders. My tension.” He paused, his eyes trailing a deliberate, slow path from my eyes, down my neck, over the curve of my bikini top, and back up. “I’m noticing things too. Like how you’ve been fidgeting with your water bottle for ten minutes. And how your pulse is jumping right here.” He pointed vaguely to his own neck, his expression one of calm analysis. “The subject appears… agitated. Stimulated. Would you say that’s an accurate assessment?”
The air vanished from my lungs. My own playful ammunition was being handed back to me, polished and sharpened. The confident Cameron, the one who looked at me and saw *everything*, was dangerously compelling. My face flamed, a mirror of his earlier blush, but the heat that followed was deeper, pooling low in my stomach. I had no clever retort. I just stared, utterly disarmed.
The rest of the day passed in a haze of charged silence and stolen glances. By evening, back in our suite, the space between us felt charged with unsaid words and unmade decisions. We stood by the floor-to-ceiling window, looking out at the neon sprawl of the Strip, bathed in the cool blue twilight.
He was explaining the historical inspiration for some sci-fi cityscape, his hands moving as he talked. I wasn’t listening to the words, only to the sound of his voice, the shape of his mouth. The almost-kiss from the club hung between us, a ghost demanding to be made real.
My eyes dropped to his lips. His sentence faltered. He saw where I was looking. The world shrank to the few inches of charged air separating us. He leaned in, just a fraction. I tilted my chin up, an involuntary surrender. I could feel the warmth of his breath, see the flecks of gold in his brown eyes. My heart was a frantic drum against my ribs. *This is it*, I thought. *Now.*
His gaze dipped to my mouth, his expression a war of desire and caution. He swayed closer. I held my breath.
Then, he stopped. He didn’t pull away, but he didn’t close the distance. He just… held there, suspended in the moment of almost. A soft, shaky exhale escaped him, a confession of the same battle raging inside me.
Neither of us moved. The almost hung in the air, more intimate and terrifying than any kiss could have been.
Chapter 16
I wake to the quiet hum of the air conditioning and the faint, sweet smell of her shampoo. My neck is stiff. I’m still in my jeans and t-shirt. The memory surfaces slowly: talking in the dark, her voice growing softer, the conversation trailing off into comfortable silence. She’d been sitting cross-legged on the bed, facing me. She must have just… drifted off.
And now, Cassandra is asleep beside me.
Not just in the same room. In the same bed. She’s curled on her side, facing me, one hand tucked under her cheek. The sheet is tangled around her waist, and the morning light from the gap in the curtains catches the curve of her shoulder, the dark fan of her lashes against her skin. Her lips are parted just slightly. She looks peaceful. Young. Unburdened.
My heart is doing something absurd in my chest. It’s a frantic, hopeful drumbeat. I don’t move. I barely breathe. This is a thousand times more intimate than the almost-kiss at the window. That was charged, electric, a potential. This is a fact. She chose to fall asleep here. She trusted the space enough to let go.
I watch her for what feels like an hour, cataloging the details: the faint freckle by her eyebrow I’ve never noticed, the way her chest rises and falls. I’m painfully hard, and I’m painfully aware that it has nothing to do with proximity and everything to do with this terrifying, quiet vulnerability.
She stirs. A soft sigh escapes her. Her eyes flutter open, green and unfocused, finding mine.
For a second, there’s no pretense. No performance. Just her, sleepy and real, looking at me. Then awareness floods in. Her eyes widen. She doesn’t jerk away, but she goes very still.
“I fell asleep,” she whispers, her voice husky with sleep.
“Yeah.”
“Did I… hog the covers?”
“A little.”
A small, self-conscious smile touches her lips. She slowly sits up, running a hand through her tangled hair. The moment shifts, the vulnerability receding like a tide, but the warmth of it remains in the air between us.
Over room-service coffee, she circles back to it. “So. Your book.”
I deflect, as always. “It’s just a draft. A mess, really.”
“Cameron.” She puts her cup down, fixing me with a look that’s equal parts challenge and genuine curiosity. “You built a whole world in your head. I want to hear about it.”
So, I tell her. Haltingly at first, then with gathering passion as she listens—really listens. I explain the sky-city of Aethelgard, built on the bones of dead gods. I tell her about Kaelen, the disgraced scholar with a clockwork heart, and Lyra, the storm-witch who bargains with fragments of memory instead of souls. I brace for the polite nod, the glazed look, the gentle dismissal.
She leans forward, her chin in her hand. “So the magic system is tied to personal loss? What you give up defines the strength of what you get?”
I stare at her. “Yes. Exactly.”
“That’s brilliant,” she says, and she means it. The awe in her voice is the most potent drug I’ve ever tasted. “And Kaelen… his heart is literally a machine. Does he ever feel like he’s faking the emotions? Or does the machine start to generate its own?”
The question is so perceptive it steals my breath. It’s the core of his character. I have to clear my throat. “It’s… it’s a bit of both. He’s trying to remember what the feeling is supposed to be, and the repetition creates a new pattern.”
She’s silent for a moment, then looks at me directly. “Can I read it?”
The question is a physical blow. My stomach clenches. “It’s not ready. It’s full of notes to myself. ‘Fix this,’ ‘terrible dialogue here’...”
“I don’t care.” Her voice is soft but immovable. “I want to read the story.”
The fight leaves me. This is the true test, isn’t it? More than sharing a bed, more than a kiss. This is my guts spilled on a page. I pull out my phone, my fingers clumsy. I find the document, my cursor hovering over the share button. Every instinct screams to protect it.
I press send.
She opens it on her own phone. She curls up in the armchair, tucking her feet beneath her, and begins to read. The world narrows to the line of her brow, the subtle flicker of her eyes moving across the screen. She bites her lower lip in concentration. She lets out a soft, amused puff of air at a line I thought was clever.
I feel completely, utterly exposed. This is a different kind of nakedness. She’s seeing the architecture of my mind, the unvarnished dreams, the clumsy attempts at beauty. Every minute she reads is an eternity of exhilarating, paralyzing vulnerability. I watch her, and I have never been more afraid, or more hopeful, in my life.
Chapter 17
I stared at the manuscript on my phone for an hour. Maybe more. I lost track of time, lost track of the hum of the air conditioning, lost track of Cameron sitting silently across from me, pretending to read a room-service menu.
It was good. Not just “for a nerd” good. Not “impressive for a hobby” good. It was *fucking* good.
The world was intricate and sad and beautiful. Kaelen’s mechanical heart ached in a way mine never had, but I understood it. Lyra’s fierce, fractured pride felt like looking in a mirror I didn’t know existed. The prose was sometimes clunky, sure, but the moments of sheer, soaring clarity… they stole my breath.
When I finally looked up, my eyes felt dry and wide. He was watching me over the top of his glasses, his expression a careful blank.
“Well?” he asked, voice tight.
I put my phone down carefully on the table. “You need to finish this.”
He blinked. A short, dismissive laugh escaped him. “Right.”
“I’m serious, Cameron.” I leaned forward, my heart hammering for reasons that had nothing to do with attraction and everything to do with the injustice of a brilliant thing being hidden. “You have to finish it and submit it.”
“To who?” He set the menu aside, crossing his arms over that solid chest. A defensive posture. “Some slush pile at a publisher that’ll never see it? It’s a first draft. It’s a mess.”
“So clean it up!” My voice rose, passionate and frustrated. “This isn’t a mess, it’s a *mine*. The raw material is there. It’s *alive*. You can’t just leave it in your Google Drive to die.”
“Why not?” he shot back, leaning forward too now, his eyes sharp behind his lenses. Our faces were inches apart. The tension wasn’t about the book anymore; it was a current arcing between us. “It’s safe there. No one can reject it if it never leaves.”
“That’s cowardice.”
The word hung in the air, brutal and true. He flinched, but didn’t look away.
“Maybe,” he said quietly, his gaze dropping to my mouth. “But it’s my cowardice to manage.”
“I don’t believe that.” My challenge was a whisper now. “The guy who wrote Kaelen isn’t a coward. The guy who kissed me at the pool to shut down that creep isn’t a coward.”
His jaw tightened. A slow heat built in his eyes, transforming his defensiveness into something else entirely—something dominant and assessing. “You think you know me from reading a few pages?”
“I think I know you better than you think.” The flirtation was undeniable now, woven into every syllable. “I think you have more guts than you let on.”
He leaned back slowly, a small, dangerous smile touching his lips. “Is that right?”
“It is.”
We were saved—or ruined—by the scheduled event: another contrived couples’ mixer in one of the hotel’s gilded lounges. We went because we had to; our silence on the elevator was charged with everything we hadn’t said.
The game involved feeding each other chocolate-dipped strawberries while maintaining eye contact for thirty seconds without laughing.
We failed immediately.
He looked so serious holding that stupid berry up to my lips while some cruise director counted down with dramatic pauses.
I burst out laughing at ten seconds.
He started laughing too when strawberry juice smeared on my chin and I licked at it instinctively.
Then they announced the next requirement: share one goal for our partnership tonight with a kiss of affirmation.
Other couples pecked chastely on the cheek.
When I turned to Cameron after mumbling something about “communication,” he didn't hesitate this time.
His hand cupped my jaw as he brought his mouth to mine. It wasn't gentle or questioning. It was immediate. Confident. Owning. A deep press of warm lips parting mine, his tongue sliding against my own, a dark taste of chocolate and coffee. My hands gripped his shoulders, needing an anchor as he tilted my head back just enough to take more, to taste deeper. The loud lounge faded into static around us. There were no rules here, no pretenses, just wet heat and rhythmic pressure that shot directly between my legs, tightening every muscle low in my belly, until I let out an embarrassing little moan into his mouth
and he pulled away as sharply as he'd begun, leaving us both panting inches apart,
the shocked applause of strangers filtering back into our awareness like radio static from another planet.
We didn't speak on the way back up. The doors of our suite closed with an expensive thud that sealed us into this new reality:
the kiss had changed everything. Again.
But this time there was no pulling back,
no awkward retreat. Just this enormous truth hanging in the air between us: we wanted each other unbearably much and we had no script left for what came next. He stood by the window, his back to me, shoulders rigid. I stood by the door, my entire body humming with unsated need. Neither of us knew what to say
Chapter 18
My hands were on her hips, the silk of her dress slippery under my palms. The question hung between us, charged and stupidly simple. *What do we do now?* The silence stretched, thick with everything we’d just agreed to and everything we were afraid of.
“Cameron,” she said, her voice low. Her green eyes were locked on mine, unwavering.
“Yeah?”
“Shut up.”
Then her mouth was on mine, and any attempt at rules or plans evaporated. This wasn’t like the pool or the party. This was all her, a hungry, claiming kiss that stole my breath. Her hands fisted in my shirt, pulling me flush against her, and I could feel every curve of her through our clothes. The heat of her, the soft pressure of her breasts against my chest—it short-circuited every thought except *more*.
I walked her backward, my grip on her hips tightening, until the backs of her knees hit the edge of the plush sofa. She broke the kiss, breathing hard, her lips swollen and glistening.
“The rules,” I managed to say, the words a ragged reflex. A last, feeble stand.
“What rules?” she breathed, her fingers already working the buttons of my flannel. “We just made a new one. No pretending.” She pushed the shirt off my shoulders. “That means no holding back.”
My own hands found the zipper at the side of her dress. “No holding back,” I echoed, my voice rough. I pulled it down, and the dark fabric pooled at her feet. She stood there in just a pair of simple black panties, her skin glowing in the suite’s ambient light. My gaze traveled over her—the full, perfect swell of her breasts, the dip of her waist, the generous curve of her hips. She was breathtaking.
“See something you like?” she asked, a playful, nervous edge to her confidence.
“You have no idea.” I closed the distance again, my hands skimming up her sides to cradle her face. I kissed her deeply, slowly this time, savoring the taste of her. My thumbs stroked her cheeks. “I’m terrified this is a mistake.”
“I know.” She leaned her forehead against mine. “But it’s our mistake to make. Just for this week. No strings. No future talks.”
“Just this,” I whispered, my lips trailing down her neck. She arched into me with a soft sigh.
“Just this,” she agreed, her hands sliding down my back, under the waistband of my jeans to grip my ass. “Now, less talking.”
I lifted her easily, her legs wrapping around my waist, and carried her the few steps to the massive bed. I laid her down, following her, covering her body with mine. The weight of me, the feel of her beneath me—it was an electric shock of rightness. I kissed a path down her sternum, over the swell of her breast, until I took her nipple into my mouth through the lace of her bra. She cried out, her back bowing off the mattress.
“Cameron… please.”
That single word, a plea wrapped in command, shattered my last restraint. I hooked my fingers in her panties and drew them down her legs, tossing them aside. I sat back on my heels, just looking at her, completely bare and open to me. Her chest rose and fell rapidly, her eyes dark with need.
“You’re so fucking beautiful, Morgan.”
She reached for me, pulling me down for another searing kiss. Her hand slipped between us, palming me through my jeans, and I groaned into her mouth. “You too. Now, these need to go.”
I shucked my jeans and boxers in one frantic move. Then I was over her again, skin to skin, and the feeling was obliterating. I nudged at her entrance, wet and hot against me. I paused, holding her gaze.
“Last chance to restore order,” I said, my voice strained.
She lifted her hips, taking me in an inch, and the slick, tight heat made my vision blur. Her answer was a gasp. “Fuck order.”
Chapter 19
The air crackled between us, thick with all the words we weren’t saying. I was done with them. Done pretending. I looked at him, at those intelligent eyes behind his glasses, and something inside me just… broke open. A delicious, terrifying heat.
“Cameron,” I breathed, my voice lower than I’d ever heard it.
“Yeah?” His was rough, strained.
“Shut up.”
I fisted my hands in his hair with one hand and with the other I tossed his glasses across the room. I then pulled his face down, not to my mouth, but lower. I guided him right where I ached. He let out a sharp gasp against my thigh, but he didn’t resist. His hands came up to steady my hips, his grip firm. Good.
“Right there,” I whispered, arching my back. “You’ve been looking, haven’t you? All week. My little history nerd, thinking his dirty little thoughts. Now taste.”
He didn’t need more invitation. His mouth found me, hot and wet and perfect. A low groan vibrated through him and into my core. His tongue swept through me, a slow, thorough exploration that made my vision blur.
“Oh, fuck,” I moaned, my head falling back. The dirty talk, the persona I’d always used as a shield, came pouring out, raw and real. “Just like that. Yes, your mouth… you read all those big, smart books and this is what you’re best at? Eating my pussy?”
He answered with a deeper, sucking kiss, his tongue circling my clit with a focus that was utterly devastating. My fingers tightened in his hair.
“Yes! You like that, don’t you? You like being my good little cunt-licker. Tell me you like it.”
He moaned again, the sound muffled against me, and the vibration tipped me closer to the edge. His hands slid under my ass, lifting me, holding me open for him. The surrender in the act, the total offering of himself to this, made me burn.
“I’m going to come all over your smart mouth,” I panted, my hips beginning to rock against his face, meeting every stroke of his tongue. “You’re going to drink every drop. You’re going to make me scream, and you’re going to love it. Because I’m yours this week. You dirty little slut. Your gonna fuck this cunt aren’t you?”
He pulled back just enough to rasp, “you are about to get owned,” before diving back in with a renewed hunger. That single word, that surrender, shattered me.
The orgasm ripped through me, a blinding, convulsive wave. I cried out, a raw, unfiltered sound, as my body clenched around nothing, my hips bucking against his relentless mouth. He didn’t stop, licking and suckling gently, drawing out every last pulse until I was a trembling, boneless mess, gasping for air.
He finally lifted his head, his lips glistening, his glasses slightly askew. He looked utterly wrecked and completely in control. He crawled up my body, his weight a comforting anchor, and kissed me deeply. I could taste myself on his tongue, salty and sweet, and it was the most possessive, intimate thing I’d ever experienced.
“No pretending,” he murmured against my lips, echoing our new rule.
“No pretending,” I agreed, my voice hoarse. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him down to me for another kiss, ready for whatever came next.
Chapter 20
My face was wet with her, my mouth full of her taste—salty, sweet, electric. I felt drunk on it, on the raw sound she’d made, on the way her thighs had trembled against my ears. I lifted my head, my own breath ragged, and looked down at her.
Cassandra was sprawled across the bed, a masterpiece of spent pleasure. Her chest was flushed, her beautiful breasts rising and falling rapidly. Her eyes were closed, her lips parted. She looked utterly destroyed, and I had done that.
A fierce, possessive heat shot through me. *Mine.*
I didn’t think. I just moved.
I pushed myself up onto my knees, my cock hard and aching, straining against my jeans. She blinked her eyes open, those green pools hazy with satisfaction. She gave me a lazy, triumphant smile.
“That was…”
I didn’t let her finish. My hands found her hips again, but this time I pulled. I guided her body up, sliding her toward me until her head and shoulders hung off the edge of the mattress. Her hair spilled toward the floor in a dark cascade.
“Cameron… what are you…?” she started, her voice a sleepy murmur.
I fumbled with my jeans, shoving them down just enough to free myself. The cool air of the room hit my heated skin. I was throbbing, every nerve ending screaming.
I stepped closer, between her spread knees. Her head was tilted back, her throat a long, vulnerable line. Her lips were right there.
Instinct took over. A deep, guttural sound left my throat as I guided myself to her mouth.
“Open,” I commanded, my voice rough, foreign to my own ears.
Her eyes flew open, wide with shock for a second. Then they darkened, glazing over with pure, hungry understanding. Her lips parted.
I pushed in.
The heat of her mouth was a shock, a velvet vice that made my vision whiten at the edges. A choked gasp escaped her, vibrating through me. Her hands came up, not to push me away, but to grip my thighs, her nails digging in.
“Fuck,” I groaned, my hips moving of their own volition.
I set a slow, deep rhythm, watching myself disappear between her perfect lips. Her tongue swirled, her mouth sucking, taking me deeper than I thought possible. The sight alone was going to finish me.
“You’re doing such a good job,” I heard myself say, the words dripping with a dominance I didn’t know I possessed. “Being such a good slut for me. Look at you. Taking me so well.”
She moaned around me, the sound shooting straight to my core. Her eyes were locked on mine, watery but defiant, accepting every filthy word.
“You like that, don’t you? My cock in your pretty mouth. Swallow it. Take it all. After I come down your throat, I’m gonna make you come again. I’m gonna fuck you until you scream for real.”
Her answering moan was a promise, a plea. The tight coil in my gut pulled taut, snapping. A raw, broken shout tore from me as I emptied myself into the welcoming heat of her mouth. Wave after wave of blinding release, my knees buckling, my hands finding her hair to hold myself steady as I pulsed into her.
She took it. Every drop. Swallowing, her throat working, her grip on my thighs tightening.
Spent, I pulled away gently and collapsed backward onto the bed beside her, gasping for air. The room was silent except for our ragged breathing. After a moment, she slid fully back onto the mattress, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand. She turned her head to look at me, a slow, utterly wicked smile spreading across her swollen lips.
“You talk a big game for a history nerd,” she whispered, her voice hoarse.
I reached for her, pulling her against my side. “You bring it out in me.”
She nestled her head on my chest, her hand splaying over my heartbeat. “Good,” she sighed, then her eyes grew sharper. “You promised me another orgasm. You don’t tell a slut that and get away with it.”
Chapter 21
His mouth on my breast was a raw, wet heat that pulled a broken sound from my throat. He wasn’t gentle, not now. He sucked hard, his tongue flicking over my nipple until it was a tight, aching peak. I arched into it, my fingers knotting in his soft, dark hair.
“Yes,” I hissed. “Just like that.”
His other hand was between my legs, two thick fingers working inside me with a rhythm that was relentless and knowing. I was already so wet for him, every slide a slick, perfect friction.
“You’re so fucking tight around my fingers, Morgan,” he growled against my skin, his voice rough with desire. “Tell me you like it.”
“Of course I like it,” I gasped. The words felt filthy and glorious. “I love your fingers in my tight little pussy.”
He added a third, stretching me, filling me utterly. A sharp cry escaped me. “Cameron!”
“That’s it,” he commanded, lifting his head to look at me. His glasses were slightly askew, his eyes dark and burning behind them. “Look at me when you come.”
His mouth descended again, capturing my other breast while his hand moved faster, deeper. The dual assault was overwhelming. Pleasure coiled low in my belly, tight and urgent.
“You’re going to come on my hand,” he said, his words muffled against my flesh. “Aren’t you? My good girl’s going to come all over my fingers.”
The dirty talk sent another shockwave through me. It shouldn’t have—he was Morgan, the quiet guy from history class—but it did. It lit me up from the inside.
“Talk to me,” I begged, my hips rising to meet his thrusting hand. “Tell me more.”
He shifted, his mouth trailing hot, open-mouthed kisses up my neck to my ear. “I love how you beg,” he whispered, his breath scalding. “I love that this perfect, untouchable Morgan is spread out for me, desperate for my touch. Your cunt is dripping for me. It’s mine.”
A sob caught in my throat. The possession in his words didn’t cage me; it freed something wild.
“It’s yours,” I panted, the confession tearing loose. “Fuck… please…”
“Come for me,” he ordered, his fingers curling just so, hitting a spot that made stars burst behind my eyelids. “Now.”
The command was the final snap. The coil shattered.
My back bowed off the bed as a climax ripped through me, violent and consuming. A raw scream tore from my lips as I convulsed around his driving fingers, pleasure flooding every nerve in a blinding white rush. He kept moving through it, drawing the waves out until I was shuddering and boneless beneath him.
Slowly, he withdrew his hand, bringing his glistening fingers to his mouth. He never broke eye contact as he sucked them clean.
“Sweet,” he murmured.
I could only stare up at him as the aftershocks trembled through me.
I was no where near done, “Grab a fucking condom.”
Chapter 22
“Condom?” I asked, the word a rough scrape against my throat as I fumbled for the nightstand drawer.
My hand met empty wood. My stomach dropped. “I don’t… I don’t have one.”
“What!” She asked her eyes wide.
I looked at her sheepeshly, “It’s not like I was expecting to fuck you… I didn’t know you were my slut till like fifteen minutes ago!”
She says, “I got in the shower with you!”
I laughed. Honestly, true I should have gotten that one.
Morgan groaned, a sound of pure, frustrated want. Her head fell back against the pillows, her perfect breasts rising with a sharp breath. For a second, I thought that was it—the cold splash of reality ending this impossible heat.
Then her green eyes snapped to mine, dark with decision. “Okay,” she breathed. “Okay. Just… don’t go inside.”
Before I could process the rule, her hands were on my shoulders. She pushed, and I let her, falling back onto the mattress. In a fluid, hungry motion, she straddled my hips, her warm, wet cunt settling against the length of my cock. The contact was electric, a searing, slick promise.
“Fuck,” I gasped, my hands flying to her hips.
“Yeah,” she sighed, beginning to move. She didn’t just rock; she ground down, a slow, torturous circle that dragged her hot, soaked folds along my shaft. The friction was insane, a dirty, perfect glide. “You feel that? That’s all for you.”
I could only nod, my jaw clenched, my entire world narrowing to the sensation of her moving on me. The sight of her above me, her hair a wild cascade, her lips parted, her tits bouncing with each deliberate roll of her hips—it was the hottest thing I could remember.
“I can’t believe how much I want this,” she moaned, leaning forward to brace her hands on my chest. Her pace increased, becoming more urgent. “Your cock feels so good against me. I’m such a slut for it. For you.”
Her words poured over me, hotter than her skin. “Tell me,” I demanded, my grip tightening on her.
She met my gaze, unashamed. “I’m your slut, Cameron. Look at me. I’m grinding on your cock like a desperate little whore, and I love it.” She punctuated each word with a hard, downward press. “I love how hard you are for me. I love that I’m this wet for you. I’m just a soaking wet slut who needs to feel you.”
Every filthy, perfect syllable fed the fire in my gut. I bucked my hips up, meeting her grinding rhythm, our bodies finding a frantic, syncopated beat. The head of my cock caught against her clit with every pass, and she cried out, her movements growing wilder, less controlled.
“That’s it,” I growled, sitting up to capture her mouth in a brutal kiss. I could taste us both. “Keep talking. Tell me how bad you need it.”
She broke the kiss, panting against my lips. “I need to come again. I need to come all over your cock. Please, just let me rub my greedy little pussy on you until I scream.”
The permission, the raw need in her voice, shattered my last shred of control. I held her hips and guided her, helping her grind harder, faster. The room filled with the wet, rhythmic sound of our bodies, her moans, my ragged breaths. I was balanced on a knife’s edge, pleasure coiling unbearably tight, held there only by the exquisite, maddening barrier of her rule.
Her climax hit her suddenly. She stiffened, a sharp, broken cry tearing from her throat as she ground down against me one final, shuddering time. I felt her convulse around nothing, her inner muscles fluttering desperately against the base of my shaft, her warmth flooding between us.
As the tremors subsided, she collapsed forward onto my chest, sweaty and spent. I was still throbbing, achingly hard beneath her. She nuzzled into my neck, her voice a spent, sated whisper against my skin.
“Your turn,” she murmured, her hand sliding between our bodies. “Do not cum inside me.”
Chapter 23
This was such a bad idea, don’t fuck without condoms… ever. But. This was my final, frantic chance. I needed that cock.
“Watch me,” I ordered, my voice a raw, desperate thing. I braced my hands on his chest and started to move.
It wasn’t a gentle ride. It was a claiming. I lifted my hips and sank down, taking him against me, that glorious, thick heat dragging through my soaked folds. The stretch, the pressure, the sheer *size* of him rubbing right where I needed it—it was obscene. It was perfect.
“Fuck,” he groaned, his head falling back, his glasses askew.
“Yeah,” I panted, finding a brutal, driving rhythm. My thighs burned instantly, trembling with the effort. “Oh FUCK, Cameron, you’re so fucking big. I can’t— I can’t think when I feel you like this.”
His hips jerked up to meet my downward slam, and the sensation blotted out every rational thought. My world narrowed to sweat-slicked skin, the wet, rhythmic slap of our bodies, and the coiling, impossible tension in my core.
“You feel that?” I moaned, grinding down in a hard circle. “That’s my greedy little pussy begging for your cock. She’s so empty. She wants you to fill her up.”
His grip on my hip tightened to the point of pain. “Morgan…”
“Don’t,” I begged, my rhythm faltering as another wave of pleasure crested. “Don’t come inside me. Please, please don’t. Just let me feel you. I want to feel you spill all over me. Make me your filthy little cum slut. Mark me with it.”
The words tumbled out, a truth so dark and deep it shocked me. I wanted to be his. To be used. To be *bred*. The fantasy was a live wire in my brain, sparking against the stark reality of his rule.
“You want that?” he growled, his voice thick. “You want to be my slut?”
“Yes,” I cried, my movements becoming frantic, jerky. My legs were shaking violently, barely holding me up. “Yes, I’m your slut. Only yours. Fuck, I’m gonna come again. I’m gonna come all over your cock, please—”
It crashed over me without warning. A sharp, screaming climax that tore through my middle, wringing a broken sound from my throat. I convulsed around nothing, my inner muscles clenching desperately on the ghost of him, my vision whiting out at the edges.
Through the haze, I felt his control snap.
His hand left my hip, fisting in the sheets. A guttural, helpless noise ripped from his chest. He rolled me over.
“Ass up baby girl,” he said slapping it.
“Yes daddy,” I said not knowing where that came from.
“Your cunt is not done being fucked!” And then he was pounding me from behind.
Chapter 24
Her ass was up, exactly where I’d slapped it. My handprint bloomed pink on her perfect skin, and the sight of it, of her obeying that one rough word, sent a fresh jolt of lust straight to my cock. I gripped her hips, my fingers digging into the soft flesh, and drove into her.
“Yes, daddy,” she’d said. The words, so alien from the Cassandra I knew, unlocked something primal and dark in me. I pistoned into her, the wet, slick heat of her swallowing me whole with every brutal thrust. The sound was obscene, a filthy, rhythmic slap that filled the silent suite.
“Oh fuck, Cameron, your cock,” she gasped, her voice muffled by the sheets. “It’s so good. Just like that. Fuck me good. Please.”
“You take it so well,” I grunted, my own control fraying with every plunge. Her tight, wet heat was a velvet fist, milking me, demanding everything. “This greedy cunt was made for this.”
“Yes! Made for your cock,” she cried out, pushing back against me to meet my thrusts. “Only yours. Don’t stop. Fuck, don’t you dare stop.”
But then, between her ragged moans, the mantra returned. “Just… just don’t come inside me. Please, baby. Not inside.”
*Fuck.* The plea was a blade twisting in my gut. Every animal instinct screamed to ignore it. To plant myself deep, to flood her, to claim her in the most fundamental way possible. The fantasy was visceral: my cum pumping into her, filling her up, marking her as mine. How good that would feel. How *right*.
“You want me to pull out?” I growled, slamming into her harder, feeling her body shudder. “You want me to waste it all on your pretty skin?”
“Yes!” she sobbed, her inner muscles clamping down on me in a vicious, rhythmic pulse. “All over me. Make me your filthy… your filthy little cum slut. I’m gonna come. I’m gonna—!”
Her voice shattered into a wordless scream. Her back arched, her entire body seizing as her climax ripped through her. The violent clenching of her around my cock was the final, exquisite torture. My vision swam. The base of my spine burned with an urgency that was past denying.
With a ragged shout that was more pain than pleasure, I wrenched myself out of her. The cool air hit my wet, throbbing cock for a split second before the first hot, convulsive pulse ripped from me. I grabbed my shaft, stroking roughly as thick, white ropes of cum splattered across the small of her back, her ass, painting her trembling skin with my release.
I collapsed beside her, my heart hammering against my ribs. We were both breathing like we’d run a marathon, soaked in sweat and the stark, intimate evidence of what we’d just done. I reached out a trembling hand and smoothed it over the mess on her back, my cum warm against my palm.
She turned her head, her green eyes glazed and satiated. A slow, wicked smile touched her swollen lips. “That was fucking good.”
I let out a breathless, spent laugh. “Yes, yes it was.”