Glimpses From the Shadowed Balcony

Chapter 1

The air in the *Golden Hearth* was thick with pipe smoke, laughter, and the low thrum of dwarvish revelry. From her perch on a shadowed balcony overlooking the main hall, Elara watched the celebration of Durin’s Day unfold like a tapestry she’d already seen woven. Her pale gold skin seemed to absorb the warm torchlight, giving her an otherworldly glow the enchanted necklace at her throat could not fully conceal.

She had chosen the gown with a defiance that bordered on despair. It was a whisper of black silk so dark it shimmered with iridescence, like her hidden wings. The fabric wrapped and tied across her chest, leaving her back bare to the shoulder blades, and cascaded in a waterfall of skirts split high on both thighs. Every movement sent the material floating around her legs, a silent promise of flight. Her pixie-cut hair was sleek, her makeup sharp and striking—dark lashes framing eyes that currently pulsed a soft, wounded violet. She felt beautiful. She felt like a weapon.

Below, Garrett Oakenshield held court. His long black hair was braided for the occasion, his beard meticulously groomed. The blue of his eyes was a clear, cold lake from this distance. He laughed at something his sister, Diana, said, but Lethea saw the tension in his broad shoulders, the way his gaze periodically scanned the room only to skirt away from her balcony. He’d seen her the moment he walked in. She’d watched the awareness hit him, a slight stumble in his step before he schooled his features into kingly indifference.

**For years, it had been this dance.**

She remembered the emerald gown she’d worn for the Spring Equinox feast, its back open to the base of her spine, hoping the sight of her unmarked skin might tempt his hands. He’d complimented her grace, then spent the evening discussing ore yields with Balin.

She remembered the crimson dress, short in the front with a long, flowing train, worn for the victory celebration after the Goblin skirmish. She’d found him alone on a terrace, told him the sight of him fighting stirred something in her that had nothing to do with guardianship. He’d looked at her with such aching longing she thought her heart would stop, only to murmur, “It cannot be, my lady,” and walk away.

Each time, the dismissal was a shard of ice in her gut. Each beautiful gown became a funeral shroud for a hope she kept foolishly resurrecting. The people noticed. Diana would squeeze her hand. Bofur would offer her a sadly understanding smile.

Tonight was the last gown.

Lethea’s sharp, almond-shaped nails dug into the balcony railing. The music swelled. Garrett’s gaze flickered upward again, drawn to her like a compass to north. This time, she didn’t wait for the dismissal. As his eyes met hers, she stepped backwards, into the deeper shadow of the archway. A single, fluid motion, and she was gone—*tracing* from the warmth of the tavern into the silent, cold emptiness of her chambers high in the mountain.

The sudden absence of sound was a physical blow. The cold air, which she always felt as a dull pain, bit into her bare skin. She stood in the center of the dark room, the magnificent gown feeling suddenly ridiculous, a costume for a play that had no audience.

A shimmer of gold light erupted beside her. Diana, her face etched with concern, stepped out of the trace.

“He looked for you when you left,” Diana said softly. “The light went out of his eyes.”

“Good,” Lethea’s voice was raw, her irises flickering a hot, angry crimson. “Let him sit in the dark. I am done illuminating a path he refuses to walk.”

She began to pace, the black silk swirling around her legs. “I have offered my heart on a silver platter, Diana. I have spoken words so clear they could cut glass. I have worn my desire in every stitch of fabric, in every glance. And for what? To be met with silence, or a wall of noble suffering?” Her voice broke. “What failure of mine makes him think I would ever wield his pain as a weapon against him?”

Diana reached for her, but Lethea moved away, the movement a contortion of graceful anguish. “No. I gave him an ultimatum today. An answer, or my absence. He has chosen absence.”

She walked to the window, looking out at the starlit peaks. Her form seemed to blur at the edges, grief threatening to unravel her very substance. “So from now on, he gets nothing. No glimpses in the forest. No quiet conversations in the sun. When he enters a room, I will already be leaving it. I will vacate his life so completely, he will wonder if I was ever real.”

She turned, and her eyes were a stormy, determined grey. “The gowns are for me now. The beauty is for me. And the loneliness… the loneliness has always been mine to bear.”

In the tavern below, Garrett stood frozen, staring at the empty balcony where a vision in black silk had just vanished. The laughter around him sounded hollow. The warmth of the hearth did not reach the chill that had settled in his bones. For years, she had been his constant star, shining patiently. He felt, with a terror deeper than any battle-fear, that he had just watched her fall from the sky. And the darkness that followed was absolute.

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Chapter 2

He found her three nights later in her tavern, *The Golden Hearth*.

The main hall was quiet, the stools upturned on the tables. A single lantern glowed on the polished bar. She was behind it, wiping a glass with a slow, meditative rhythm. She wore no gown tonight, only simple, dark trousers and a sleeveless wrap top that left her back and shoulders bare. Her wings were out, a breathtaking sweep of black iridescence folded tightly against her spine, the feathers shimmering in the low light.

She didn’t look up as the heavy door thudded shut behind him. The cold mountain air he’d let in swirled around her, and he saw her slight shiver, the way her pale gold skin tightened. The cold was painful for her. He knew that. He’d always known.

“Lethea.”

Her hands stilled. Her eyes, when she finally raised them, were a flat, exhausted grey. No glow. “The tavern is closed, Your Majesty.”

He flinched at the title. He walked forward, his boots echoing on the stone. He stopped on the opposite side of the bar, close enough to see the delicate rose gold of her piercings, the sharp, almond shape of her nails as they rested against the glass. “I have been searching for you.”

“You found me.” She placed the glass down with a soft click. “State your business.”

“You gave me an ultimatum.”

“And you made your choice,” she said, her voice quiet and final. She turned to put the glass away, presenting him with the breathtaking, impossible architecture of her hidden wings. A dismissal more complete than any words.

“No.” The word tore from him, raw. “I made no choice. I was… frozen.”

She turned back, a flash of angry crimson igniting in her irises. “For *years*? You have watched me lay myself bare for you, Garrett. You have heard me beg for an answer with a clarity that shames me. And you have said *nothing*. You let me stand there, in front of our friends, our family, in silks and hopes, and you turned away. You let me believe my affection was a burden. You let me think I was the failure.”

“Never.” He gripped the edge of the bar, the stone biting into his palms. “You are the furthest thing from a failure I have ever known.”

“Then why?” The crimson bled into a wounded, shimmering violet. Her pain was a physical presence in the space between them. “Is it me? Is it something I’ve done? Tell me what it is so I can stop trying to fix a fracture you won’t even show me!”

The image rose behind his eyes, unbidden: the rough stone of the corridor, the betrayal, the crushing weight, the crack of his skull. The shame. It had calcified around the part of him that could reach for someone, that could be touched. He opened his mouth, but the words were stones in his throat.

Her gaze held his, seeing not the king, but the wounded dwarf beneath. The violet in her eyes softened, not with forgiveness, but with a seer’s terrible understanding. “You think whatever it is would change how I see you,” she whispered, the truth dawning on her like a slow, cruel sunrise. “You think your pain is a monster I would fear.”

He looked away, his jaw clenched so tight it ached. It was a confession.

He heard the soft rustle of feathers, the whisper of her movement. When he looked back, she was rounding the bar, stopping an arm’s length away. She didn’t touch him. Her scent—night-blooming flowers and forge-smoke—wrapped around him.

“Look at me,” she said, her voice no longer sharp, but unbearably gentle.

He forced himself to meet her eyes. They were a deep, steady indigo now, the color of a twilight sky holding the first star.

“I have seen empires fall,” she said softly. “I have witnessed horrors that would shatter your mind. I carry the grief of millennia that is not my own. Do you truly believe,” she took a half-step closer, her wings rustling softly, “that there is any shadow in your past, any wound on your soul, that could make me look at you with anything less than awe for having survived it?”

A tremor went through him. The wall he’d built, stone by heavy stone over decades, didn’t crumble. It shuddered.

Her hand lifted, slowly, giving him every chance to retreat. Her sharp nails gleamed. She didn’t reach for his face, but for his hand where it still gripped the bar. She pried his fingers loose, one by one, her touch cool and sure. She turned his hand over, exposing his palm, the calluses of a king and a blacksmith. She held it, her thumb tracing a slow, deliberate line across his lifeline.

“The only thing that hurts me,” she whispered, her indigo eyes holding his, “is your silence. The only monster I fear is the distance you keep.”

His breath hitched. For the first time in longer than he could remember, the ice around his heart didn’t feel like protection. It felt like a prison. And she was the only one with the key.

He didn’t pull his hand away.

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Chapter 3

Her hand, cool and steady, held his. For a long moment, Garrett could only stare at their joined fingers, at the impossible reality of her touch. The confession he had carried like a stone in his chest for decades finally cracked open.

“I have not…” His voice was a ragged whisper, breaking on the words. He could not meet her eyes. “No one has… not since that night. I have not been touched.”

The admission hung in the silent tavern, more vulnerable than any nakedness. Lethea’s breath caught. The indigo in her eyes swirled with a profound, aching tenderness. She released his hand, but only to bring both of hers to his face. Her sharp, almond nails were a mere whisper against his skin as she gently cupped his jaw, forcing his gaze to hers.

“Then let me be the only one who ever does,” she murmured, her voice a vow woven of starlight and iron.

She leaned in, her forehead gently resting against his. Her scent enveloped him, a sanctuary. Slowly, she guided his trembling hand from the bar, her fingers lacing with his. She placed his broad, calloused palm flat against the curve of her waist, over the soft fabric of her wrap top. The heat of her seeped into his skin.

“Just us,” she whispered against his lips, a breath away from a kiss. “Only ever us.”

A tremor, one of relief so profound it felt like pain leaving the body, shuddered through him. His fingers flexed, curling tentatively into the silk at her side, anchoring himself in her solid, warm reality. He opened his mouth to speak, to tell her everything—the shame, the dissociation, the years of silence built not from lack of want, but from a terror of being pinned, of being seen in that helplessness again.

But the words died before they were born.

Lethea’s body went rigid against his. A violent, golden light flashed across her eyes, erasing the indigo, burning with prophetic fire. Her head jerked toward the tavern’s main door.

“He’s here,” she breathed, the warmth in her voice replaced by a guardian’s deadly chill.

Garrett’s blood ran cold. “Who?”

“The one from your past.” Her wings, previously folded tight, snapped open with a sound like unfurling silk, a wall of shimmering black between him and the door. Her gaze was fixed on a point beyond the thick wood, seeing what he could not. “He approaches the *Hearth* now. He seeks ale, but his presence is a poison in the stream of fate.”

The fear was instantaneous, a cold sweat on his neck. The old instinct to freeze, to retreat inside himself, clawed at his throat. But Lethea’s hand was still on his face, her other hand now gripping the wrist of the hand that held her waist.

“Look at me,” she commanded, her voice low and fierce. The gold light still flickered in her irises, but her focus was entirely on him. “You are not there. You are here. With me.”

She stepped back, pulling his hand from her waist but not letting go. She moved to stand beside him, wing brushing his arm, presenting a united front. “This ends tonight. Not with you hiding from your ghost, but with us facing it together. Do you understand?”

The weight of decades of solitary dread pressed down on him. But beneath it, under the grip of her steady hand and the protective arc of her wing, something new kindled: a fierce, blazing need to protect *her* from that shadow, and to reclaim what was his.

Outside, a heavy boot scuffed on the stone step. A fist rose to pound on the tavern door.

Garrett’s trembling stopped. His spine straightened. He met Lethea’s golden gaze and gave a single, sharp nod.

“Together,” he growled, and the word felt like a forging.

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Chapter 4

The fist hammered the door a second time, the wood groaning in its frame.

Garrett’s restraint shattered.

In one fluid, powerful motion, he pivoted. His hands, broad and calloused, seized Lethea’s hips and slammed her back against the cold tavern wall next to the door. The impact stole her breath, but a fierce, answering heat ignited in her violet eyes. He crowded into her, his body a solid wall of muscle and intent, erasing the space, the past, the threat.

“Mine,” he growled, the word a raw, possessive truth torn from a decades-deep vault.

His mouth crashed down on hers. It was not a gentle kiss. It was a claiming, desperate and biting, his teeth catching her full lower lip, his tongue demanding entry. It spoke of every year of silent yearning, every night of lonely torment, every fear that she would vanish like starlight at dawn. She met him with equal fervor, her sharp nails digging into the thick muscles of his shoulders, her wings flaring out to cocoon them both in a shivering wall of black iridescence.

His hands tore at the simple wrap of her trousers, the fabric yielding with a soft rip. He freed himself from his own with a rough urgency, his thick cock springing hot and heavy against her stomach. There was no finesse, only a driving, primal need to unite, to mark, to shield.

He hooked one of her legs around his hip, the other bracing against the wall. With a guttural sound that was half-snarl, half-prayer, he drove into her.

Lethea cried out, a sharp, beautiful sound of welcome, her head falling back against the stone. He was large, stretching her exquisitely, a burning, perfect fullness she had only dreamed of. She was slick and ready for him, her body singing with the prophecy’s golden warning and the searing rightness of his possession.

He began to move, deep, punishing strokes that shook the wall. Each thrust was a vow, a denial of the past, an affirmation of *now*. His beard scraped the delicate skin of her neck as he bit a tender path along her jaw. “Mine,” he gasped against her skin with every surge of his hips. “Only mine.”

The door began to swing open.

A sliver of torchlight from the corridor cut across them, illuminating the sweat-slicked plane of Garrett’s back, the desperate arch of Lethea’s body pinned beneath him, their joining a relentless, rhythmic percussion against the wood.

A bulky silhouette filled the doorway.

Lethea’s gold-flared eyes locked over Garrett’s shoulder. She saw the dwarf—older, coarser, with a cruel twist to his mouth frozen in shock. She saw the recognition, the ugly surprise, and then the dawning fear as he took in the scene: the King Under the Mountain, ferociously claiming his guardian, and the guardian’s winged, glowing-eyed wrath focused solely on him.

Garrett didn’t stop. He didn’t even turn his head. He drove into Lethea again, deeper, his pace becoming even more possessive, a public, violent declaration. His eyes never left hers, a blue fire burning away every shadow.

“You see nothing,” Garrett snarled, the command echoing in the sudden silence, meant for the man at the door but spoken against Lethea’s lips. “You are nothing here.”

The intruder took a stumbling step backward into the corridor. The door swung shut with a final, quiet click, sealing them in their private, tempestuous world.

Alone again, Garrett’s rhythm faltered. The fury bled into something hotter, more profound. He slowed, his forehead dropping to her shoulder, his breath ragged. His hands, still gripping her hips, gentled their bruising hold to a trembling caress.

“Lethea,” he whispered, the name a sacred thing.

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Chapter 5

The silence after the door clicked shut was profound, broken only by their ragged breaths. Garrett’s hips stilled, buried deep within her. His forehead rested against her shoulder, his body trembling not with fear, but with the aftershock of a decades-old barrier being annihilated.

Lethea’s hands moved from his shoulders to cradle his head, her sharp nails threading through his thick black hair. Her wings, still flared around them, slowly relaxed, folding in to brush softly against his back in a protective caress. “He’s gone,” she whispered into the quiet, her voice hoarse.

“He saw,” Garrett rasped, the words vibrating against her skin. “He saw me… like this. With you.”

“He saw a king,” she corrected gently, pressing a kiss to his temple. “Claiming what is his. There is no shame in that. Only power.”

A new sound cut through the intimate stillness—not a fist, but a frantic, familiar knocking.

“Garrett! Lethea! By Mahal’s hammer, open this door!”

*Diana.*

The urgency in her voice was a splash of cold water. Garrett’s head snapped up, his eyes clearing from a possessive haze to sharp focus. Lethea’s own gaze flashed gold once more, not with prophecy, but with immediate understanding. The threat wasn’t at the door; it was already inside.

With a shared, unspoken thought, they moved. Garrett withdrew from her body with a soft, slick sound that sent a shiver through them both. He swiftly righted his clothes as Lethea let her wings dissolve beneath her skin with a shimmer. She tugged the torn fabric of her trousers closed as best she could and traced a simple woolen skirt and tunic from her chambers onto her body in a blink of golden light.

Garrett unbarred the door. Diana practically fell inside, her face pale beneath her braids.

“He’s here,” she gasped, gripping Garrett’s arm. “The one from your past—the vision Lethea saw. He didn’t just arrive at the mountain. He’s been here for weeks, posing as a metalsmith from the Iron Hills. He’s in the *Hearth* right now, drinking at the far corner table.”

The air turned to ice in Garrett’s lungs. The man hadn’t fled in terror from the corridor sighting; he’d walked calmly back to his seat.

Lethea stepped forward, now fully dressed and composed, though her lips were still swollen from his kisses. Her grey eyes were chips of flint. “Which one?”

Diana described him: broad shoulders, a forge-burned arm, laughing too loudly with Dwalin about old battles.

“Bror,” Garrett breathed, the name itself tasting of ash and betrayal.

Lethea’s hand found his, lacing their fingers together with decisive strength. Her touch grounded him. “Then we finish this,” she said, her voice low and lethal. “Not in shadowed corridors. In the light.” She looked at Diana. “Clear the tavern. Gently.”

As Diana moved to obey, Lethea turned back to Garrett. She reached up and smoothed his hair where her hands had gripped it moments before. Her indigo eyes held his, full of a fire that was both passion and protection.

“You are not alone,” she vowed. “And after tonight, that ghost will be gone forever.”

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Chapter 6

The *Golden Hearth* was nearly empty, the lingering scent of ale and pipe smoke hanging in the air like a ghost. Diana had been efficient; a few lingering patrons had been ushered out with murmurs of a private royal matter.

Bror sat alone at the far corner table, the one Diana had indicated. He was finishing his tankard, his bearing relaxed, as if waiting for an expected guest. The sight of his broad, forge-scarred hands wrapped around the mug sent a cold tremor through Garrett’s blood.

Lethea’s hand tightened in his, a grounding wire of solid warmth. She walked beside him not as a hidden guardian, but as a queen—her spine straight, her grey eyes fixed ahead, her simple tunic and skirt somehow more regal than any ceremonial armor. The tavern’s lantern light caught the faint shimmer of her pale gold skin.

Bror looked up as they approached. His eyes, a muddy brown, held no surprise. A slow, unpleasant smile spread across his face. “Garrett Oakenshield,” he said, his voice a gravelly rumble. “And the little goddess herself. I wondered how long it would take you to come find me.”

“You are not welcome here,” Garrett said, his voice low and deadly calm.

“No? I was just sharing tales with Dwalin. Old times.” Bror’s smile didn’t reach his eyes. He leaned back, appraising Lethea with a leer that made Garrett’s muscles coil. “I see you finally tasted what you’ve been pining for all these years. Is she as sweet as they say?”

Lethea released Garrett’s hand and took a single step forward. The air around her seemed to crackle, not with golden light, but with a palpable, gathering storm. “You will speak of your king with respect,” she said, her voice quiet yet carrying to every shadowed corner.

Bror chuckled, unimpressed. “My king? My allegiance was bought by a higher power decades ago.” He took a final swig and slammed the tankard down. “Did you really think that night in the Ironfist Hold was just bad luck? A drunken comrade gone too far?”

Garrett went very still. The stone wall against his back, the tearing of cloth—the memories surged, violent and fresh.

“It was an assignment,” Bror continued casually, picking at his nails. “A simple one: break the young prince’s spirit before it could ever bond with the fledgling guardian watching over him. Ensure he would never seek solace in her touch.” He looked directly at Lethea now, his gaze nakedly covetous. “They have watched you for centuries, Seer. Your power, your beauty… it drew attention from realms even your kind rarely glimpse. A faction of my patrons—call them gods, call them jealous powers—desire you. They saw your potential bond with this mortal as a… contamination. A weakening of your divine essence.”

Lethea’s breath hitched. Her eyes flickered from stormy grey to a shocked, wounded violet.

Bror stood up, his chair scraping loudly on the stone floor. “The assault wasn’t about shame, Garrett. It was about creating a wall of it so high you’d never climb it to reach her.” He spread his hands in mock sympathy. “And it worked beautifully for decades… until tonight.”

He took a step toward them, and the atmosphere shifted. The torches guttered as if in a windless room. A faint, oily darkness seemed to leak from Bror’s pores, not dwarvish shadowplay but something ancient and foreign.

“They grow impatient,” Bror hissed, his voice now layered with echoes not his own. “They have decided if the wall cannot keep you apart, they will simply remove the stone it is built upon.”

The threat hung in the air—not against Lethea anymore.
It was against Garrett.
Utterly.
Finally.

Lethea moved before Garrett could draw breath.
She stepped between him and Bror.
Her form blurred for an instant.
When it solidified,
her grand,
black-iridescent wings were fully unfurled,
casting a vast,
protective canopy over Garrett.
Every feather seemed etched in starlight and rage.
Her sharp-nailed hands were raised,
palms glowing with searing gold fire.

“You tell your *patrons*,” she said,
her voice resonating with a power that shook dust from the rafters,
“that this ‘mortal’ is under **my** protection.
And I do not share.”

Bror laughed,
a sound now entirely alien,
as black tendrils of smoke began to writhe around his fists.
“We shall see,
little goddess.
We shall see what breaks first:
your wings…
or his mind.”

Garrett’s hand found the hilt of his sword,
his fear burned away in the furnace of Lethea’s defiance.
The enemy was named.
The war for their very union had just begun—
and it was declared by gods

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Chapter 7

Bror’s eyes widened, not with fear, but with a dark, covetous recognition. The grand, black-iridescent wings, the searing gold light in her palms—this was no simple guardian. “So,” he breathed, the oily shadows writhing around him thickening. “The rumors were true. Not just a Seer. A goddess, walking among mortals in a mortal’s skin.”

His gaze shifted from her to Garrett, who stood shielded behind the canopy of her feathers, hand on his sword, his face a mask of cold fury. A cruel smile twisted Bror’s lips. “They will be pleased to know their prize is even greater.” Then he began to chant.

The words were guttural, ancient, scraping against the stone of the tavern like claws on slate. They held no power Lethea recognized from her own realms. This was something older, dredged from a deep and forgotten dark.

Garrett gasped.

It was not a sound of surprise, but of pure, visceral agony. He staggered, his knuckles turning white on his sword’s hilt. Across his back, beneath his tunic, the long-healed scars from that night in the Ironfist Hold ignited. It was not a memory of pain, but the pain itself, fresh and brutal, as if the stone wall were grinding into him anew, as if the fabric were tearing once more. The psychic shock of the assault, the betrayal, the dissociation—it flooded his nervous system, a poison delivered through a phantom touch.

His knees buckled. The sword clattered to the floor as his hands flew to his head, a low groan tearing from his throat. He was not here, in the *Golden Hearth*. He was there, in that dark corridor, trapped and helpless.

“Garrett!” Lethea’s cry was a blade of pure light. She did not turn, could not break her defensive stance, but she felt his anguish like a physical wound in her own soul. The gold fire in her hands blazed, but the chanting wove through the air, a binding spell designed not to cage her power, but to shatter his mind by resurrecting his deepest shame.

Bror’s voice rose in triumph. “See how he falls, goddess? The wall is not of stone, but of memory. And I hold the key!”

Lethea’s storm-grey eyes bled into a furious, incandescent white. The protective impulse within her shifted, hardened into a targeted, annihilating rage. She would not just shield. She would scorch.

“You mistake the nature of a goddess,” she hissed, her voice resonating with a frequency that made the very air hum. “We do not merely protect. We *avenge*.”

She thrust her glowing hands forward. But the light did not shoot toward Bror. Instead, it arced backwards, over her own shoulders, engulfing Garrett in a warm, pulsating corona. It was not a shield against physical attack. It was a cleansing flood, a searing light of *unconditional regard* aimed directly at the poisoned memory.

As the golden light washed over him, Garrett’s scream cut off. The burning in his scars did not vanish, but it… changed. The sensation of grinding stone transformed into the press of her body against his in the forge. The tearing of fabric became the sound of her gown giving way under his desperate hands. The shame was violently, insistently overwritten by the echo of her vow: *“You are my king. My only. My everything.”*

His eyes, squeezed shut, flew open. They were no longer clouded with past terror, but clear, blue, and blazing with a fury entirely his own. He drew a ragged, powerful breath, his body straightening. He looked past Lethea’s magnificent wings, his gaze locking onto Bror.

The chanting faltered. Bror took a step back, the smug certainty on his face melting into confusion, then dawning fear. The binding spell was designed to exploit isolation and shame. It could not comprehend the circuit of fury and devotion that now connected the dwarf and the goddess.

Garrett bent, retrieved his sword. The movement was smooth, assured. He stepped forward, placing himself not behind Lethea, but beside her, his shoulder brushing the inner curve of her shimmering wing.

“The key,” Garrett said, his voice graveled but steady, “is mine to break.” He raised his sword, its point aimed at Bror’s heart. “And you are in my way.”